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"She philosophically noted dates

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as they came past
in the revolution of the year."

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"Her own birthday, and every other day

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individualized by incidents
in which she had taken some share."

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"She suddenly thought one afternoon
that there was yet another date

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of greater importance."

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"Her own death."

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"A day which lay sly and unseen
among all other days of the year,

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but not the less surely there."

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"When was it?"

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Do you get it?

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I think so.

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So we have a birthday.

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And a death day.
A day in which we're going to die.

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"A day sly and unseen."

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Don't you love that?

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It blew my mind when I was 14,
so I reckon you're ready for it now.

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Merry Christmas.

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Um, I've written inside.

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"You will never, ever read this."

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"Happy Christmas, anyway."

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"Love, I suppose, Em."

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"December 1988."

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That's touching.

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Thanks.

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- I'm sorry. I haven't got you anything.
- That's all right.

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I'll take cash from your wallet later.
Or your dad's.

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Hello, you two.

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Dinner.

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Thank you, Alison.

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- I will read it.
-  Mm.

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Thank you.

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- Shall we go?
- Yeah.

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<i>- ♪ If it hadn't been for Cotton-Eyed Joe ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'd been married a long time ago ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Where did you come from?
Where did you go? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Where did you come from
Cotton-Eyed Joe? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ If it hadn't been for Cotton-Eyed Joe ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'd been married a long time ago
Where did you come from? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Where did you go
Where did you come from ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Cotton-Eyed Joe? ♪</i>

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-  Mommy!

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Ooh! Yay!

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In you come, darling. Come on.

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Callum's already up there.
I'll be up in just a minute.

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Go in. Just one minute.

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I knew you shouldn't
have gone to that today.

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What do you mean?
It's my day. We had a great time.

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I had calls, Dexter,
from moms saying that you--

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-  Not true.
- What's not true?

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Whatever you're about to say.

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- You've been drinking.
- No.

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You know, there was bottled beer
at the party.

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- And vodka?
-  At a children's party?

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I don't think so.

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Ooh. Although come to think of it,

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there was a bit of nonsense
after the jelly.

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Dexter, I can smell it.

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Vodka doesn't smell.

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This is my fault.

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Today was not the day.

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It's just a day.

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Dex, come in.

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Thanks, but got places to be.

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- Watch it. Pisshead!
- Sorry.

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I can't serve you, mate.

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<i>♪ When I was waiting in the bar ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Where were you? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ When I was buying you a drink
Where were you? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ When I was trying to hide in bed
Where were you... ♪</i>

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Okay.

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Taxi.

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<i>♪ You were standing in a queue... ♪</i>

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Move, you fucking prick!

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<i>♪ I wanna talk to you all night
Do you like me? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I wanna find out about your life
Do you like me? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Could you ever be my wife ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Do you like me? ♪</i>

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Are you having a dance?

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A year ago today, Emma died.

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Was killed, I should say.

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Was killed

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by a careless driver.

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Sorry, Barbara.

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Dexy downer.

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- What are you doing?
- What?

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What?

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- What the fuck are you doing?
- You fucking nutter! Steve!

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I was... I was talking to you.

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Wait! Wait! No. No, wait!

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- I need my credit card. Wait.

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<i>♪ Where is my love? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Where is my love? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Horses ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Galloping ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Bring him to me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Where is my love? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Where is my love? ♪</i>

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Callum!

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I'm sorry, Sylvie.

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Dexter, come on.

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Don't cry. Don't cry.

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Just... Look, listen to me.

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We just need to get you cleaned up.

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I asked you to look after her
for two minutes.

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She doesn't want me.
She wants you.

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Why do you think?
You make no effort with her whatsoever.

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-  Here we go.
-  You have no interest in her.

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You couldn't make that more plain.
Is it any wonder--

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Why do we have to have
a conversation about that right now?

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Jesus.

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In you come, then.

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I'll put on some soup.

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No soup.

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You need to eat something.

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<i>"She philosophically noted dates</i>

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<i>as they came past
in the revolution of the year."</i>

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<i>"She suddenly thought one afternoon
that there was yet another date</i>

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<i>of greater importance."</i>

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<i>"Her own death."</i>

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<i>"A day which lay sly and unseen
among all other days of the year."</i>

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Do you get it?

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I think so.

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So we have a birthday.

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And a death day,
the date on which we're gonna die.

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"A day sly and unseen."

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She was a bit tipsy,
I think, wasn't she?

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<i>Maybe a little.</i>

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<i>I think she was nervous.</i>

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<i>All that shouting about the welfare state.</i>

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<i>She's a socialist.
She's passionate.</i>

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<i>Well, socialist or not,
there's no need to shout.</i>

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She called me a bourgeois fascist.

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Dexter.

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I've got a nicer bottle than that
you could take up.

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This is fine.

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Thank you.

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Dexter?

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So, is this to become
an annual festival, do you think?

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Look, I really don't want to have a

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heart-to-heart.

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Do you?

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No.

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No, I'd prefer not.

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Let's just say that I think
that the best thing you could do

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is to try and live your life

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as if she were still here.

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Don't you think that would be best?

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I don't know if I can.

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Well, you have to try.

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What do you think I've been doing
for the last ten years?

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Shit. Sorry. I didn't want to be late.

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-  Jesus.

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- Surprise!
- Surprise!

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Surprise.

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We didn't want you
to be on your own tonight.

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Great flat.
Couldn't be any closer to the heath.

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Or further from a tube station.

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Yeah. I haven't done anything to it yet.

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Still unpacking.

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- Come on, baby.

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Here we go.

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Can't believe it's been two years.

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To you, Dex.

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New beginnings.

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And to Emma.

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- To Emma.
- To Emma.

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I'm just gonna keep hugging you.

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Were your children breastfed, Stephen?

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What?

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Um, no. We... People didn't...

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No.

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Surveyor.

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Sounds solid enough.

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Yeah, well, I've bought it now, so...

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It's nice of you all to be here.

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What else are we going to do?

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I mean, last year,

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I went back to our old flat in Clapton

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and just stood outside and felt nothing.

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I felt something.

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I felt if you'd held onto that place,
you'd have made a killing.

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- Clapton's quite desirable.
- Graham, could you take a day off?

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That place was a shithole.

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It was better
than your god-awful shag-pad.

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I quite agree. That was a ridiculous flat.

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- That flat was amazing.

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Emma didn't like that flat.

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Maybe we should make this an annual thing.

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You know, talk about our memories of Emma.

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Make sure we check in on each other.

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Like, Ian. God.

193
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I haven't seen you since...
Well, since Emma dumped you.

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Biscuits.

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I'll go.

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Hello.

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Hello.

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Must be an extremely difficult day
for you.

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I don't know.

200
00:17:08,600 --> 00:17:09,880
It's just a day.

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I was surprised when Tilly invited me.

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I was glad.

203
00:17:14,760 --> 00:17:17,240
Well, not glad.

204
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How are you, Dexter?

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Mm.

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I always thought you were a bit of a twat.

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As I'm sure you know.

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Really just

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overrated.

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But...

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But Emma,

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she loved you so much.

213
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Yeah. You couldn't argue with it.

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You made her so happy.

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Which was annoying.

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Not really.

217
00:18:06,680 --> 00:18:07,520
Right.

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00:18:08,040 --> 00:18:09,120
I, um...

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00:18:09,680 --> 00:18:12,640
Well, yeah. I'd...
I'd better get back to the family.

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Not Mom and Dad.

221
00:18:14,720 --> 00:18:18,160
I've, um...
I've got a wife and three kids now.

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00:18:20,680 --> 00:18:22,000
Wow. Do you?

223
00:18:23,280 --> 00:18:25,840
Sorry. Did that sound
like I was gloating or boasting?

224
00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:27,440
Oh no, no, no. No, not at all.

225
00:18:29,240 --> 00:18:30,080
Uh, look.

226
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I suppose what the point is...

227
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God, what is the point?

228
00:18:38,400 --> 00:18:41,640
I think it's that
I didn't expect any of it.

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It didn't feel like any of that
was on the cards for me.

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So, I just wanted to urge you

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not to give up.

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Right, well...

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Taunton.

234
00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:09,320
What's in Taunton?

235
00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:10,520
It's where we live.

236
00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:13,480
Isn't that three hours away?

237
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Oh, give or take.

238
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And... and you came all this way?

239
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Look after yourself, Dexter.

240
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Come on. Come on.

241
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- Gotta go.
-  Is everyone leaving?

242
00:19:36,280 --> 00:19:39,560
Well, I thought that might be enough,
and you might like some quiet.

243
00:19:40,520 --> 00:19:41,560
-  Graham?
- Thanks.

244
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Is every child present?
Everyone been to the loo?

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Right, now come on.

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Goodbye, ugly.

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We love you.

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Bye.

249
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Bye. Okay.

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First one to the car gets the front seat.
Come on.

251
00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:03,840
Um, I'm not being a dick,

252
00:20:03,920 --> 00:20:06,440
but you do need someone
to look at the cornicing.

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00:20:06,520 --> 00:20:07,360
Great.

254
00:20:08,680 --> 00:20:12,000
Call if you need.
You've come a long way this year.

255
00:20:12,640 --> 00:20:15,640
Was sorry to hear
about you and Callum.

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00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:17,920
That's fine.

257
00:20:18,720 --> 00:20:20,080
Bad call on my part.

258
00:20:20,920 --> 00:20:23,200
I wouldn't blame you
if you laughed heartily.

259
00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:24,560
I'd never do that.

260
00:20:24,640 --> 00:20:29,360
Ah, still. Now we're both alone,
maybe we should get back together.

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-  Well, I don't know.
- Dexter, I'm joking.

262
00:20:35,320 --> 00:20:36,320
Oh, I see.

263
00:20:36,400 --> 00:20:39,480
- Should I move my face more, or what?
-  No. It was funny.

264
00:20:39,560 --> 00:20:41,280
That... that was funny.

265
00:20:41,360 --> 00:20:42,880
Well, I'm working on it.

266
00:20:44,160 --> 00:20:45,240
Jasmine.

267
00:20:45,320 --> 00:20:46,320
One sec.

268
00:20:48,120 --> 00:20:50,080
Bye, Dad. Love you a tiny bit.

269
00:20:50,160 --> 00:20:51,480
I love you a speck.

270
00:20:51,560 --> 00:20:53,240
- A dot.
- A molecule.

271
00:20:55,280 --> 00:20:56,400
See you Saturday.

272
00:21:07,680 --> 00:21:12,160
<i>♪ I lost myself on a cool, damp night ♪</i>

273
00:21:13,320 --> 00:21:16,160
<i>♪ I gave myself in that misty light ♪</i>

274
00:21:17,080 --> 00:21:21,640
<i>♪ Was hypnotized by a strange delight ♪</i>

275
00:21:21,720 --> 00:21:27,160
<i>♪ Under a lilac tree ♪</i>

276
00:21:27,240 --> 00:21:31,040
<i>♪ I made wine from the lilac tree ♪</i>

277
00:21:32,360 --> 00:21:35,000
<i>♪ Put my heart in its recipe ♪</i>

278
00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:39,760
<i>♪ It makes me see what I want to see ♪</i>

279
00:21:40,360 --> 00:21:45,120
<i>♪ And be what I want to be ♪</i>

280
00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:51,000
<i>♪ When I think more than I want to think ♪</i>

281
00:21:51,520 --> 00:21:56,160
<i>♪ I do things I never should do ♪</i>

282
00:21:56,680 --> 00:22:00,360
<i>♪ I drink much more
Than I ought to drink ♪</i>

283
00:22:01,600 --> 00:22:04,880
<i>♪ Because it brings me ♪</i>

284
00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:11,960
<i>♪ Back you ♪</i>

285
00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:28,040
<i>♪ Lilac wine ♪</i>

286
00:22:28,120 --> 00:22:31,000
<i>♪ Is sweet ♪</i>

287
00:22:31,520 --> 00:22:34,680
<i>♪ And heady ♪</i>

288
00:22:35,440 --> 00:22:41,680
<i>♪ Like me love ♪</i>

289
00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:49,880
<i>♪ Lilac wine ♪</i>

290
00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:54,480
<i>♪ I feel ♪</i>

291
00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:57,760
<i>♪ Unsteady ♪</i>

292
00:22:58,600 --> 00:23:05,080
<i>♪ Like my love ♪</i>

293
00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:10,040
<i>♪ Listen to me ♪</i>

294
00:23:10,120 --> 00:23:14,360
<i>♪ I cannot see clearly ♪</i>

295
00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:18,480
<i>♪ Isn't that she coming to me? ♪</i>

296
00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:21,360
<i>♪ Nearly... ♪</i>

297
00:23:21,440 --> 00:23:22,960
<i>I don't mind, you know.</i>

298
00:23:24,360 --> 00:23:26,080
<i>If you just got rid of it all.</i>

299
00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:32,040
I'd never do that.

300
00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:35,840
Keep the photos, though.

301
00:23:37,560 --> 00:23:40,280
I was actually quite gorgeous
in my twenties.

302
00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:44,160
Though I didn't appreciate it at the time.

303
00:23:45,360 --> 00:23:46,360
I did.

304
00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:49,800
Sometimes you did.

305
00:23:51,880 --> 00:23:53,320
Sometimes you didn't.

306
00:24:00,480 --> 00:24:02,360
It won't always be like this.

307
00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:07,680
Why wouldn't it?

308
00:24:09,520 --> 00:24:11,160
What's going to change it?

309
00:24:15,360 --> 00:24:17,040
Time.

310
00:24:19,520 --> 00:24:20,440
Time.

311
00:24:22,640 --> 00:24:24,160
No, that's... that's...

312
00:24:26,600 --> 00:24:29,040
I can really feel the clouds parting, Em.

313
00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:32,520
Yeah, you're funny.

314
00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:03,600
Well.

315
00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:09,720
At least this year you can pass out
on your own carpet.

316
00:25:11,040 --> 00:25:13,240
There's not enough in there for that.

317
00:25:15,080 --> 00:25:16,440
Yeah.

318
00:25:18,640 --> 00:25:20,400
Then you'll go to the offie.

319
00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:31,400
And you'll buy a couple more bottles.
And maybe some cigarettes.

320
00:25:31,480 --> 00:25:34,800
And then you'll smoke them in here,
which you'll regret,

321
00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:37,560
'cause you'll never quite
get the smell out.

322
00:25:39,040 --> 00:25:40,920
And Tilly'll call you later.

323
00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:42,960
And Sylvie.

324
00:25:44,320 --> 00:25:48,040
But you won't want to sound sad or pissed,
so you don't pick up.

325
00:25:49,560 --> 00:25:53,000
Which means tomorrow
you'll have to call them both

326
00:25:53,840 --> 00:25:55,760
and say you fell asleep early.

327
00:25:56,440 --> 00:25:58,800
And your dad,
because they'll have called him too.

328
00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:01,640
But they won't believe you.

329
00:26:03,800 --> 00:26:07,880
And you'll feel guilty
and hungover and just...

330
00:26:11,600 --> 00:26:12,520
shit.

331
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:16,240
All day.

332
00:26:22,160 --> 00:26:23,560
And it'll go on like that.

333
00:26:28,560 --> 00:26:29,760
Until it doesn't.

334
00:26:33,120 --> 00:26:34,360
'Cause one day,

335
00:26:35,800 --> 00:26:36,760
it won't.

336
00:26:57,400 --> 00:27:02,720
<i>♪ Falling ♪</i>

337
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:08,840
<i>♪ Color ♪</i>

338
00:27:10,520 --> 00:27:16,360
<i>♪ Falling ♪</i>

339
00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:21,800
<i>♪ Color ♪</i>

340
00:27:24,120 --> 00:27:29,520
<i>♪ Falling ♪</i>

341
00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:34,680
<i>♪ Color ♪</i>

342
00:27:52,600 --> 00:27:55,520
Excuse me.
Could you keep off the grass, please?

343
00:27:58,760 --> 00:27:59,880
Oh. Yeah.

344
00:28:00,920 --> 00:28:02,400
Sorry. You used to be able to

345
00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:04,480
dance here.

346
00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:24,240
<i>And this is me.</i>

347
00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:28,840
You should have said hello.

348
00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:30,400
When?

349
00:28:30,480 --> 00:28:32,960
When you saw me around.

350
00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:49,840
<i>Daddy, what did you do
when you lived here?</i>

351
00:28:50,800 --> 00:28:53,400
- What did I do?
- Not a great deal, as I recall.

352
00:28:53,480 --> 00:28:56,120
I did. I went to a lot of parties.

353
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:01,440
Daddy, look.
There are people up there.

354
00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:03,320
That's Arthur's Seat.

355
00:29:04,160 --> 00:29:05,280
Who's Arthur?

356
00:29:06,360 --> 00:29:08,720
I don't know, but I'll try to find out.

357
00:29:10,280 --> 00:29:11,920
How'd they get up there?

358
00:29:12,440 --> 00:29:13,560
You can climb it.

359
00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:15,440
Can we climb it?

360
00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:19,520
Uh, I... I'll see you back at the hotel.

361
00:29:20,160 --> 00:29:21,200
Goodbye, darling.

362
00:29:23,960 --> 00:29:25,600
Okay.

363
00:29:27,440 --> 00:29:29,760
It's quite steep, Jazzy. Are you sure?

364
00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:31,240
Sure.

365
00:29:33,080 --> 00:29:33,960
Okay.

366
00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:45,000
Dad, you're so slow.

367
00:29:46,800 --> 00:29:48,680
Are you all right back there?

368
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:53,040
Should I alert search and rescue?

369
00:30:05,040 --> 00:30:06,000
Look.

370
00:30:06,680 --> 00:30:08,040
There's the Royal Mile

371
00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:09,760
and the castle

372
00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:11,720
and Calton Hill.

373
00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:14,400
And down there,

374
00:30:14,920 --> 00:30:16,760
over there is where I met Emma.

375
00:30:20,680 --> 00:30:22,440
<i>You know it's St. Swithin's Day?</i>

376
00:30:22,520 --> 00:30:23,720
<i>What's that?</i>

377
00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:25,040
15th of July.

378
00:30:25,920 --> 00:30:28,600
If it rains today,
it's gonna rain all summer.

379
00:30:28,680 --> 00:30:29,800
Something like that.

380
00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:31,840
It's not going to rain today.

381
00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:38,400
Daddy.

382
00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:42,080
Daddy, I'm cold. Can we go down now?

383
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:43,920
Come on.

384
00:30:51,760 --> 00:30:53,880
<i>Can I say something
to put your mind at rest?</i>

385
00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:55,760
I don't want you to think I'm bothered.

386
00:30:55,840 --> 00:30:59,120
I mean, what happened last night
is only 'cause you were drunk.

387
00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:01,920
- Emma.
- No. Just let me finish, will you?

388
00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:03,840
But

389
00:31:04,640 --> 00:31:06,440
I had a really nice time, anyway.

390
00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:10,960
I've not done a lot of that kind of thing.
Not like you. But it was nice.

391
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:14,440
I think you're nice, Dex,
when you wanna be.

392
00:31:15,360 --> 00:31:17,440
And maybe it's just bad timing, but

393
00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:22,080
I think you should head off to China
or India, or wherever, and find yourself.

394
00:31:22,160 --> 00:31:24,520
And I'll get on quite happily
with things here.

395
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:27,600
I don't want to come with you.
I don't want weekly postcards.

396
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:29,320
I don't even want your phone number.

397
00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:32,080
I don't want to get married
or have your babies either,

398
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:35,040
and I don't want
to have another fling.

399
00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:39,000
We had one really nice night together,
and that's all.

400
00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:40,640
I'll always remember it.

401
00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:43,560
And if we bump into each other

402
00:31:43,640 --> 00:31:46,080
at some point in the future
at a party or something,

403
00:31:46,160 --> 00:31:47,840
then that's fine too.

404
00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:49,520
We'll just have a friendly chat.

405
00:31:50,880 --> 00:31:53,760
We won't be embarrassed
'cause you've had your hand down my top,

406
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:54,960
and we'll just be...

407
00:31:55,920 --> 00:31:57,440
Whatever. Cool about it.

408
00:31:58,400 --> 00:31:59,360
Okay?

409
00:32:00,720 --> 00:32:02,600
Me and you, we'll just be friends.

410
00:32:03,840 --> 00:32:04,760
Agreed?

411
00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:07,680
Agreed.

412
00:32:10,240 --> 00:32:11,840
Any regrets, though?

413
00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:13,880
None.

414
00:32:15,200 --> 00:32:18,240
"That northern girl I shagged
at graduation. What was her name again?"

415
00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:20,760
I'm not being a footnote.

416
00:32:21,560 --> 00:32:22,400
A footnote?

417
00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:23,960
Yeah.

418
00:32:24,680 --> 00:32:26,360
In the story of your life.

419
00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:29,760
- <i>♪ Listen ♪</i>

420
00:32:29,840 --> 00:32:31,960
<i>♪ Listen ♪</i>

421
00:32:38,640 --> 00:32:41,000
<i>♪ Listen ♪</i>

422
00:32:47,240 --> 00:32:49,920
<i>♪ Listen ♪</i>

423
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:52,320
<i>♪ Listen ♪</i>

424
00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:53,400
Come on, Jazz.

425
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:01,320
<i>♪ Listen ♪</i>

426
00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:05,800
Emily!

427
00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:14,280
I thought I'd lost you.

428
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:18,960
<i>So...</i>

429
00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:21,760
So...

430
00:33:23,320 --> 00:33:24,400
See you around.

431
00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:27,080
Yeah, I hope so.

432
00:33:28,280 --> 00:33:29,520
I hope so too.

433
00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:31,440
Bye, Em.

434
00:33:31,520 --> 00:33:32,440
Bye, Dex.

435
00:33:33,120 --> 00:33:33,960
Bye.

436
00:33:34,560 --> 00:33:35,440
Bye.

437
00:33:40,360 --> 00:33:41,240
Em?

438
00:33:43,280 --> 00:33:45,160
<i>♪ Listen ♪</i>

439
00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:54,160
<i>♪ Listen ♪</i>

440
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:03,080
<i>♪ Listen ♪</i>

441
00:34:03,160 --> 00:34:04,920
<i>♪ Listen ♪</i>

442
00:34:11,760 --> 00:34:13,840
<i>♪ Listen ♪</i>