1 00:00:01,001 --> 00:00:03,085 {\an8}Thank you for letting me stay here. 2 00:00:03,086 --> 00:00:05,171 It was honestly one of the nicer Christmas breaks I've had. 3 00:00:05,172 --> 00:00:06,714 I'm so glad you were here. 4 00:00:06,715 --> 00:00:08,257 - Aw. I love you. - I love you. 5 00:00:08,258 --> 00:00:10,218 Have you heard from the elderly man? 6 00:00:10,219 --> 00:00:12,386 No. I'm honestly just pretending that Oliver 7 00:00:12,387 --> 00:00:15,307 was like a figment of my imagination and praying that I never run into him. 8 00:00:16,517 --> 00:00:18,434 I can't believe she had a thing with a married guy. 9 00:00:18,435 --> 00:00:20,311 He was married? The old guy? 10 00:00:20,312 --> 00:00:22,396 Getting back together with Stephen is psychotic. 11 00:00:22,397 --> 00:00:24,023 Stephen and I know each other so well. 12 00:00:24,024 --> 00:00:26,525 I don't think he can really surprise me at this point. 13 00:00:26,526 --> 00:00:29,153 Hey, are you and I good after the other stuff? 14 00:00:29,154 --> 00:00:32,031 Honestly, it's been rough thinking about you and Lucy together. 15 00:00:32,032 --> 00:00:33,616 - I'm sorry, man. I-- - But the reality is, 16 00:00:33,617 --> 00:00:34,867 I still want to be with her. 17 00:00:35,953 --> 00:00:37,411 Hey, guys! 18 00:00:37,412 --> 00:00:39,038 Molly, are you on drugs? 19 00:00:39,039 --> 00:00:40,915 Yes, I am. It's MDMA. 20 00:00:40,916 --> 00:00:43,042 I got it from this, like, grad student. 21 00:00:43,043 --> 00:00:46,337 - Have we bought weed from him before? - I don't think so. Why? 22 00:00:46,338 --> 00:00:48,297 He seemed really familiar to me. 23 00:00:48,298 --> 00:00:50,716 It kind of just feels like I'm solo. 24 00:00:50,717 --> 00:00:51,969 I get that feeling. 25 00:00:53,095 --> 00:00:55,221 You are so judgmental, always. 26 00:00:55,222 --> 00:00:57,098 Sounds like I've really been on your mind. 27 00:00:57,099 --> 00:00:59,976 Yeah, actually, it's a problem, especially because I have a boyfriend. 28 00:00:59,977 --> 00:01:02,478 Stephen, there's nothing I'm not telling you. 29 00:01:02,479 --> 00:01:03,980 You had sex with Evan. 30 00:01:03,981 --> 00:01:07,401 He cheated on Bree with you. I already know. 31 00:01:07,901 --> 00:01:11,404 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please, please. 32 00:01:11,405 --> 00:01:13,281 This does not have to ruin anything. 33 00:01:13,282 --> 00:01:14,824 Please, you have to forgive me. Please. 34 00:01:14,825 --> 00:01:17,743 I am trying to. I don't know if I can. 35 00:01:17,744 --> 00:01:19,454 Let's just see how it goes. 36 00:01:22,291 --> 00:01:23,417 Okay. 37 00:01:40,892 --> 00:01:43,228 Hey, this is Stephen. Leave a message. 38 00:01:52,070 --> 00:01:54,530 Hey, this is Stephen. Leave a message. 39 00:01:54,531 --> 00:01:59,785 Hey, uh, I-I thought you were coming over, but I-I haven't heard from you. 40 00:01:59,786 --> 00:02:04,166 Um, just wanted to make sure everything's okay. 41 00:02:04,875 --> 00:02:06,877 Um, can-- Can you call me? 42 00:02:07,836 --> 00:02:09,171 Okay, bye. 43 00:02:12,174 --> 00:02:13,841 - Hi. - Hey. 44 00:02:13,842 --> 00:02:15,009 Hi. 45 00:02:19,348 --> 00:02:20,765 You look nice. 46 00:02:20,766 --> 00:02:23,059 Thank you. I was trying to call you. 47 00:02:23,060 --> 00:02:25,770 Oh, sorry, my phone's on silent. 48 00:02:25,771 --> 00:02:27,230 Oh, that's all right. 49 00:02:27,773 --> 00:02:30,066 - Oh, yeah. Look at that. - No, Stephen, you do not have to-- 50 00:02:30,067 --> 00:02:33,944 Hey, uh, I-I thought you were coming over, 51 00:02:33,945 --> 00:02:35,488 but I-I haven't heard from you. 52 00:02:35,489 --> 00:02:39,951 Um, just wanted to make sure everything's okay. 53 00:02:40,535 --> 00:02:42,663 Um, can-- Can you call me? 54 00:02:43,538 --> 00:02:45,040 Okay, bye. 55 00:02:46,083 --> 00:02:48,334 Why do you sound so nervous? 56 00:02:48,335 --> 00:02:49,877 I-I was being dumb. 57 00:02:49,878 --> 00:02:53,047 You were late, and I-I thought something was wrong. 58 00:02:53,048 --> 00:02:54,674 I was 15 minutes late. 59 00:02:54,675 --> 00:02:58,552 I know. I was overthinking it because of our talk yesterday. 60 00:02:58,553 --> 00:03:00,430 What'd you think I was gonna do? 61 00:03:01,139 --> 00:03:02,557 I don't know. I'm sorry. 62 00:03:05,268 --> 00:03:06,812 Let's just try to have fun tonight. 63 00:03:08,772 --> 00:03:10,482 - Okay. - Yeah. 64 00:03:11,149 --> 00:03:12,651 Okay. 65 00:03:22,285 --> 00:03:24,495 ♪ Bounce your booty, booty, bounce your booty, booty ♪ 66 00:03:24,496 --> 00:03:25,996 ♪ Bounce your booty, booty ♪ 67 00:03:25,997 --> 00:03:28,542 ♪ Bounce your booty, booty, bounce, bounce... ♪ 68 00:03:34,840 --> 00:03:35,841 I love you. 69 00:03:40,011 --> 00:03:41,429 {\an8}Hello! 70 00:03:41,430 --> 00:03:43,222 {\an8}- Hi! - Sorry we're late. 71 00:03:43,223 --> 00:03:44,266 {\an8}- It's my fault. - It's okay. 72 00:03:45,934 --> 00:03:47,018 {\an8}How's it going? 73 00:03:47,978 --> 00:03:48,979 {\an8}Great. 74 00:03:58,822 --> 00:04:00,239 That was so good. 75 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:02,783 Amazing. Amazing work. 76 00:04:02,784 --> 00:04:04,578 Did Evan come with you guys? 77 00:04:05,537 --> 00:04:06,912 Why would he come with us? 78 00:04:06,913 --> 00:04:09,207 - No, I just thought that he-- - He didn't. 79 00:04:10,917 --> 00:04:12,419 {\an8}Are you guys gonna sing? 80 00:04:13,170 --> 00:04:15,337 Uh, you should definitely sing. 81 00:04:15,338 --> 00:04:17,173 - I don't know. - Come on. 82 00:04:17,174 --> 00:04:18,841 You have such a good voice. You have to. 83 00:04:18,842 --> 00:04:20,468 {\an8}- Come on. - I don't know. 84 00:04:20,469 --> 00:04:23,179 {\an8}What if you sing to me and it will be super romantic? 85 00:04:23,180 --> 00:04:25,557 - I don't know... - Please? 86 00:04:26,057 --> 00:04:28,268 {\an8}Hey, bartender's ignoring me. 87 00:04:28,769 --> 00:04:31,896 {\an8}Uh... do you want me to try? 88 00:04:31,897 --> 00:04:34,065 What are you gonna do, hit on him until he serves you? 89 00:04:34,733 --> 00:04:36,777 No. No, that is-- That's not what I meant. 90 00:04:37,486 --> 00:04:40,155 {\an8}I'm kidding. Let's go to the other side. 91 00:04:41,656 --> 00:04:43,241 I'll be back. 92 00:04:49,289 --> 00:04:52,042 {\an8}- What do you want? - Uh, whatever you're having. 93 00:04:55,796 --> 00:04:58,297 {\an8}Mm! I forgot to tell you, 94 00:04:58,298 --> 00:05:00,425 {\an8}Wrigley's gonna be in your photography class on Monday. 95 00:05:01,259 --> 00:05:02,343 I am? 96 00:05:02,344 --> 00:05:05,012 Yeah. The Fundamentals of Portraits, or whatever. 97 00:05:05,013 --> 00:05:07,264 The elective that we picked out for you. 98 00:05:07,265 --> 00:05:08,641 {\an8}No, yeah, I know. 99 00:05:08,642 --> 00:05:10,351 {\an8}I just didn't know Bree was gonna be in it. 100 00:05:10,352 --> 00:05:11,894 {\an8}Well, that'll be fun. 101 00:05:11,895 --> 00:05:13,062 Yeah. 102 00:05:13,063 --> 00:05:15,439 You'll be alarmed at how little I know about photography. 103 00:05:15,440 --> 00:05:17,441 Oh, my God. It'll be good. Bree can keep an eye on you. 104 00:05:17,442 --> 00:05:18,819 That's why I picked the class. 105 00:05:20,612 --> 00:05:21,613 Keep an eye on me? 106 00:05:23,198 --> 00:05:24,741 Yeah, 'cause I love you. 107 00:05:25,575 --> 00:05:26,867 Don't do that. 108 00:05:26,868 --> 00:05:28,035 Do what? 109 00:05:28,036 --> 00:05:31,706 You don't need to ask people to, like, to babysit me. 110 00:05:32,415 --> 00:05:34,333 I didn't mean it like that. 111 00:05:34,334 --> 00:05:35,960 - Well, how did you mean it? - I just meant 112 00:05:35,961 --> 00:05:38,088 like she could help you with assignments and stuff. 113 00:05:39,422 --> 00:05:40,798 Do you think I'm that big of a mess? 114 00:05:40,799 --> 00:05:42,133 No. 115 00:05:43,677 --> 00:05:46,388 Babe, you're overreacting. 116 00:05:47,013 --> 00:05:48,932 I have to go to the bathroom. 117 00:05:55,230 --> 00:05:58,941 Listen, I just thought it would be a good idea 118 00:05:58,942 --> 00:06:00,693 for you to be in class with people that you know. 119 00:06:00,694 --> 00:06:01,736 Why? 120 00:06:02,320 --> 00:06:04,780 Because, otherwise, I'm worried that you wouldn't actually go. 121 00:06:04,781 --> 00:06:06,198 You know doing a bunch of electives 122 00:06:06,199 --> 00:06:08,367 isn't gonna stop me from killing myself, right? 123 00:06:08,368 --> 00:06:11,537 If I wanted to kill myself, I'd do it before class. 124 00:06:11,538 --> 00:06:13,957 Or while you were sleeping. I'd find my moment. 125 00:06:19,838 --> 00:06:22,090 I'm joking. I'm being funny. 126 00:06:34,561 --> 00:06:37,104 Hey, weren't you in my Econ class last year? 127 00:06:37,105 --> 00:06:38,481 Oh, no. I'm a freshman. 128 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:42,444 Oh. Sorry, I must have mistaken you for someone else. 129 00:06:43,945 --> 00:06:45,070 I'm Bree. 130 00:06:45,071 --> 00:06:46,364 Oh, Amanda. 131 00:06:47,991 --> 00:06:51,828 I'm actually just stalling in here as long as I can. 132 00:06:52,495 --> 00:06:55,039 My friend is fighting with her boyfriend at the bar. 133 00:06:55,040 --> 00:06:56,833 - I'm sorry. - It's fine. 134 00:06:57,459 --> 00:06:59,001 Who are you here with? 135 00:06:59,002 --> 00:07:01,879 Well, I was here with my roommate, 136 00:07:01,880 --> 00:07:05,049 but she just left with a random guy, so... 137 00:07:05,050 --> 00:07:07,301 - I hate when that happens. - Yeah. 138 00:07:07,302 --> 00:07:09,219 I'm just gonna head home. 139 00:07:09,220 --> 00:07:15,100 Why don't you just stay and have a drink with me and my friends? 140 00:07:15,101 --> 00:07:17,144 Really? Are-- Are you sure? 141 00:07:17,145 --> 00:07:20,314 Yeah, yeah. You can be my buffer in case they're still fighting. 142 00:07:20,315 --> 00:07:22,733 - Okay. - Okay? Cool! 143 00:07:28,198 --> 00:07:29,991 You wanna do a song with me? 144 00:07:30,575 --> 00:07:32,117 Oh, I do not sing. 145 00:07:32,118 --> 00:07:33,619 Well, neither do I. 146 00:07:33,620 --> 00:07:35,038 Come on, it'll be fun. 147 00:07:35,747 --> 00:07:37,791 - Okay, sure. - Yeah? 148 00:07:39,167 --> 00:07:40,418 Hey, guys. 149 00:07:41,002 --> 00:07:42,545 - Hey! - Hey! 150 00:07:44,214 --> 00:07:46,298 - Hi. - Hi. Hey. 151 00:07:46,299 --> 00:07:47,675 You, uh... 152 00:07:47,676 --> 00:07:49,635 Did you guys come together, or...? 153 00:07:49,636 --> 00:07:51,970 I know. I have no self-respect. 154 00:07:51,971 --> 00:07:53,139 It's fine. 155 00:07:54,140 --> 00:07:56,225 Also, I-I don't remember anything I said to you guys 156 00:07:56,226 --> 00:07:57,351 when I was on MDMA. 157 00:07:57,352 --> 00:07:59,688 - Oh, no, no. You were great. - No, it was cute. 158 00:08:00,271 --> 00:08:01,522 Hey, you good? 159 00:08:01,523 --> 00:08:02,899 Yeah, all good. 160 00:08:06,069 --> 00:08:07,194 Uh, shots? 161 00:08:07,195 --> 00:08:09,029 - Yeah. - Yes. 162 00:08:09,030 --> 00:08:10,489 Hey, let's go, let's go request a song. 163 00:08:10,490 --> 00:08:12,867 Evan's getting shots. Don't you want a shot? 164 00:08:14,786 --> 00:08:17,162 - Um-- - Hey, guys. This is Amanda. 165 00:08:17,163 --> 00:08:18,330 She's a freshman. 166 00:08:18,331 --> 00:08:19,624 - Hi. - Hey. 167 00:08:20,583 --> 00:08:23,252 Oh, hey. Oh shit, I only got six. 168 00:08:23,253 --> 00:08:25,129 Oh, that's okay. I want a cocktail anyway. 169 00:08:25,130 --> 00:08:27,090 - Want to get a drink? Come on. - Mm-hmm. 170 00:08:28,633 --> 00:08:31,260 Okay, so I guess we're adopting freshmen now? 171 00:08:31,261 --> 00:08:33,513 No, I just think Bree's a really nice person. 172 00:08:38,518 --> 00:08:40,311 I think I'm gonna do a fun song. 173 00:08:42,689 --> 00:08:45,358 ♪ Through the darkest night ♪ 174 00:08:46,026 --> 00:08:48,236 ♪ My only chance is calling... ♪ 175 00:08:49,279 --> 00:08:51,322 So do you like your professors? 176 00:08:51,906 --> 00:08:53,157 They're whatever. 177 00:08:53,158 --> 00:08:55,701 Right. Do you have any favorites? 178 00:08:55,702 --> 00:08:57,370 Not really. 179 00:08:58,413 --> 00:08:59,705 Do you want this? 180 00:08:59,706 --> 00:09:01,040 You don't like it? 181 00:09:01,041 --> 00:09:02,624 It's just so sugary, 182 00:09:02,625 --> 00:09:05,252 and I'm sure it's like a million calories. 183 00:09:05,253 --> 00:09:07,796 And I need to lose 10 pounds. 184 00:09:07,797 --> 00:09:10,049 What? No, you don't. 185 00:09:10,050 --> 00:09:11,383 No, that's insane. 186 00:09:11,384 --> 00:09:13,010 I do. Trust me. 187 00:09:13,011 --> 00:09:15,345 I have gained so much weight this year. 188 00:09:15,346 --> 00:09:19,516 And this guy I'm with, I feel like he doesn't like it. 189 00:09:19,517 --> 00:09:21,268 You're dating someone? 190 00:09:21,269 --> 00:09:23,772 Yeah. It's complicated. 191 00:09:31,404 --> 00:09:32,947 It's complicated how? 192 00:09:34,783 --> 00:09:37,242 We've been together since high school. 193 00:09:37,243 --> 00:09:40,037 Now we're trying to do long distance. 194 00:09:40,038 --> 00:09:41,705 He's at NYU. 195 00:09:41,706 --> 00:09:43,374 Right. Yeah. 196 00:09:45,168 --> 00:09:47,252 Long distance is hard. 197 00:09:47,253 --> 00:09:49,255 It's making me kind of crazy. 198 00:09:50,006 --> 00:09:52,466 Last semester was so stressful. 199 00:09:52,467 --> 00:09:54,802 I mean, I literally binge ate every night. 200 00:09:54,803 --> 00:09:58,889 And now I'm just trying to get back to my normal size 201 00:09:58,890 --> 00:10:00,766 before I see him next. 202 00:10:00,767 --> 00:10:02,434 You're so beautiful. You don't-- 203 00:10:02,435 --> 00:10:04,269 You shouldn't be thinking like that. 204 00:10:04,270 --> 00:10:08,107 I'm sorry. I-I don't usually word vomit unless I'm drunk. 205 00:10:08,108 --> 00:10:11,026 Hey, listen-- Listen to me. You are so beautiful. 206 00:10:11,027 --> 00:10:13,237 You don't need to lose any weight. 207 00:10:13,238 --> 00:10:16,740 And your boyfriend can go fuck himself if he thinks so, okay? 208 00:10:16,741 --> 00:10:22,412 Thanks. I think I just, like, haven't found my place here yet. 209 00:10:22,413 --> 00:10:24,707 Well, freshman year is really hard for everyone. 210 00:10:25,416 --> 00:10:27,459 Maybe it's just different for guys. 211 00:10:27,460 --> 00:10:31,672 My boyfriend is getting tagged in photos like every weekend, 212 00:10:31,673 --> 00:10:34,633 and I just feel like the loser girlfriend 213 00:10:34,634 --> 00:10:37,345 who's all sad and homesick. 214 00:10:38,638 --> 00:10:40,640 Well, let's take a photo. 215 00:10:41,307 --> 00:10:42,433 Okay. 216 00:10:46,437 --> 00:10:48,230 - Give me your number, okay? - Okay. 217 00:10:48,231 --> 00:10:51,316 And I'll send it to you, and you can post it. 218 00:10:51,317 --> 00:10:52,735 Okay. 219 00:10:53,319 --> 00:10:55,988 I should get home. I have an early class tomorrow. 220 00:10:55,989 --> 00:10:57,739 Thanks again for the drink 221 00:10:57,740 --> 00:11:00,743 and for being so nice. 222 00:11:01,494 --> 00:11:02,579 Of course. 223 00:11:03,163 --> 00:11:05,039 - Bye. - Bye. 224 00:11:06,082 --> 00:11:07,834 Bye. 225 00:11:15,091 --> 00:11:18,844 Hey. Did your little friend go home? 226 00:11:18,845 --> 00:11:20,137 She was sweet. 227 00:11:20,138 --> 00:11:22,015 Hey, you and I are singing next. 228 00:11:22,891 --> 00:11:24,224 No, I don't think I'm in the mood. 229 00:11:24,225 --> 00:11:26,518 - Oh, come on. It'll be fun. - Eh, you do it alone. 230 00:11:26,519 --> 00:11:29,563 I don't want to do it alone. I want to do it with you. Come on! 231 00:11:29,564 --> 00:11:31,065 Okay. All right. 232 00:11:31,691 --> 00:11:33,109 Yeah! 233 00:11:34,152 --> 00:11:36,153 Yeah, Stephen! 234 00:11:36,154 --> 00:11:38,405 Sing for us. 235 00:11:40,617 --> 00:11:41,701 Come on. 236 00:11:42,202 --> 00:11:43,952 I can't. You go. 237 00:11:43,953 --> 00:11:45,746 - What? No. - You'll be fine. 238 00:11:45,747 --> 00:11:47,247 - No, no, no. - You'll be fine. 239 00:11:47,248 --> 00:11:48,874 Stephen! Stephen, do... 240 00:11:52,670 --> 00:11:54,339 - You got this! - Go, Lucy! 241 00:11:58,176 --> 00:12:00,094 You got it, girl! 242 00:12:01,596 --> 00:12:03,806 ♪ Don't go breaking my heart ♪ 243 00:12:05,141 --> 00:12:07,769 ♪ I couldn't if I tried ♪ 244 00:12:09,103 --> 00:12:12,522 ♪ Oh, honey, if I get restless ♪ 245 00:12:12,523 --> 00:12:14,692 ♪ Baby, you're not that guy ♪ 246 00:12:15,318 --> 00:12:17,861 ♪ Bum-bum-bum-bum-bum-bum ♪ 247 00:12:17,862 --> 00:12:20,156 ♪ Don't go breaking my heart ♪ 248 00:12:21,783 --> 00:12:23,785 ♪ You take the weight off of me ♪ 249 00:12:25,453 --> 00:12:28,331 ♪ Oh, honey, when you knocked on my door ♪ 250 00:12:29,165 --> 00:12:31,458 ♪ Ooh, I gave you my key ♪ 251 00:12:31,459 --> 00:12:32,835 Oh, my gosh. Yes! 252 00:12:34,170 --> 00:12:36,630 ♪ Ooh-ooh ♪ 253 00:12:36,631 --> 00:12:39,509 ♪ Nobody knows it ♪ 254 00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:43,345 ♪ When I was down ♪ 255 00:12:43,346 --> 00:12:44,972 ♪ I was your clown ♪ 256 00:12:44,973 --> 00:12:46,849 ♪ Ooh-ooh ♪ 257 00:12:48,268 --> 00:12:50,270 ♪ Nobody knows it ♪ 258 00:12:52,397 --> 00:12:55,774 - ♪ Right from the start ♪ - ♪ I gave you my heart ♪ 259 00:12:55,775 --> 00:12:58,777 ♪ Oh-oh ♪ 260 00:12:58,778 --> 00:13:00,989 ♪ I gave you my heart ♪ 261 00:13:03,700 --> 00:13:06,202 ♪ Don't go breaking my heart ♪ 262 00:13:07,287 --> 00:13:09,329 ♪ I won't go breaking your heart ♪ 263 00:13:09,330 --> 00:13:13,041 ♪ Don't go breaking my ♪ 264 00:13:13,042 --> 00:13:15,627 ♪ Don't go breaking my heart ♪ 265 00:13:21,968 --> 00:13:23,803 Of course. Of course. 266 00:13:26,514 --> 00:13:29,599 Wow. That was an emotional roller coaster. 267 00:13:29,600 --> 00:13:32,186 Yeah, Bree saved me. Thank you. 268 00:13:34,188 --> 00:13:35,481 You didn't have to do that. 269 00:13:37,483 --> 00:13:38,526 I'm gonna go. 270 00:13:40,486 --> 00:13:41,821 I'll see you guys in a bit. 271 00:13:47,368 --> 00:13:48,453 It's fine. 272 00:13:49,787 --> 00:13:51,748 Okay... 273 00:13:53,541 --> 00:13:54,667 Stephen. 274 00:13:55,376 --> 00:13:57,586 Fuck. Stephen, wait. 275 00:13:57,587 --> 00:13:58,795 Just wait. 276 00:13:58,796 --> 00:14:00,255 Look, hey, hey. 277 00:14:00,256 --> 00:14:01,840 I know, I know you're upset, 278 00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:03,884 but you do not have to sabotage everything, okay? 279 00:14:03,885 --> 00:14:05,887 You think I'm sabotaging? 280 00:14:07,513 --> 00:14:09,973 Seeing you and Evan in the same room, picturing you together. 281 00:14:09,974 --> 00:14:12,060 Seeing Bree, happy little idiot. 282 00:14:13,603 --> 00:14:16,646 No fucking clue. I-I don't know. I-I-- Maybe I can't get over it. 283 00:14:16,647 --> 00:14:18,440 Wh-What does that mean? 284 00:14:18,441 --> 00:14:19,692 What do you mean? 285 00:14:20,401 --> 00:14:21,819 What do you mean, what does it mean? 286 00:14:22,779 --> 00:14:24,988 I mean, are you-- Are you gonna tell Bree? 287 00:14:24,989 --> 00:14:26,698 Is that what you're worried about? 288 00:14:26,699 --> 00:14:29,659 Are you scared of losing me or are you scared of losing Bree? 289 00:14:29,660 --> 00:14:31,703 No, I am scared of losing both of you, okay? 290 00:14:31,704 --> 00:14:34,499 I love Bree, and I obviously love you, too. 291 00:14:38,377 --> 00:14:40,213 Look, you know I love you. 292 00:14:48,846 --> 00:14:50,973 You wanna just go back to my place? 293 00:14:53,935 --> 00:14:55,018 No. 294 00:14:55,019 --> 00:14:56,479 Let's talk tomorrow. 295 00:15:16,207 --> 00:15:17,624 Hey. 296 00:15:17,625 --> 00:15:19,334 - Hey. - Hey, where'd you go? 297 00:15:19,335 --> 00:15:21,128 I'm sorry. I should have texted. 298 00:15:21,129 --> 00:15:23,588 Stephen and I got into a stupid fight, but it-- 299 00:15:23,589 --> 00:15:24,923 We don't have to get into it. 300 00:15:24,924 --> 00:15:25,925 Okay. 301 00:15:26,467 --> 00:15:28,844 Did you have fun with your new freshman? 302 00:15:28,845 --> 00:15:31,889 She just looked so lonely. I felt bad for her. 303 00:15:32,598 --> 00:15:35,101 You just-- You just sensed she was lonely? 304 00:15:36,727 --> 00:15:38,688 Okay, but you're gonna think I'm crazy. 305 00:15:40,898 --> 00:15:43,233 I saw her coming out of Oliver's office. 306 00:15:43,234 --> 00:15:44,734 No! Was he fucking her? 307 00:15:44,735 --> 00:15:48,822 No. I'm just clinically insane and paranoid. 308 00:15:48,823 --> 00:15:50,657 Yeah, I don't know. I... 309 00:15:50,658 --> 00:15:52,534 I actually felt really bad for her. 310 00:15:52,535 --> 00:15:54,744 We started talking, and she's... 311 00:15:54,745 --> 00:15:56,538 She's really insecure. 312 00:15:56,539 --> 00:15:58,124 Mm. 313 00:15:58,916 --> 00:16:00,877 I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. 314 00:16:01,878 --> 00:16:03,795 Are you still thinking about him a lot? 315 00:16:03,796 --> 00:16:04,797 No. 316 00:16:07,049 --> 00:16:09,468 I mean, yeah, obviously. 317 00:16:12,305 --> 00:16:14,514 But it's not like I miss him, you know? 318 00:16:14,515 --> 00:16:17,392 I think I just miss having something. 319 00:16:17,393 --> 00:16:18,936 Oliver was this, like... 320 00:16:19,854 --> 00:16:22,272 exciting thing for me to focus on, 321 00:16:22,273 --> 00:16:23,316 and now... 322 00:16:24,358 --> 00:16:25,776 all I have is myself. 323 00:16:29,530 --> 00:16:31,532 And it just doesn't feel like very much. 324 00:16:33,075 --> 00:16:34,535 Yeah, sometimes I just... 325 00:16:37,455 --> 00:16:38,998 I just feel really alone. 326 00:16:39,624 --> 00:16:41,375 Bree. 327 00:16:45,296 --> 00:16:47,923 I'm just so tired of being shocked 328 00:16:47,924 --> 00:16:49,467 by people I care about. 329 00:16:56,891 --> 00:16:58,559 I'm so sorry. 330 00:17:04,106 --> 00:17:06,025 Sorry. Sorry. 331 00:17:07,360 --> 00:17:08,527 Hey. 332 00:17:09,987 --> 00:17:11,279 - Are you okay? - Yeah. 333 00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:14,033 Yeah, I just feel a little bit-- I feel a little warm. 334 00:17:15,368 --> 00:17:17,369 Okay. Do you feel like you might be sick? 335 00:17:17,370 --> 00:17:18,663 I don't think so. 336 00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:23,500 Actually... 337 00:17:23,501 --> 00:17:25,460 Actually, no. I really don't feel great. 338 00:17:25,461 --> 00:17:26,795 Okay. 339 00:17:26,796 --> 00:17:28,089 Well... 340 00:17:28,798 --> 00:17:31,424 Here, have some more of this. 341 00:17:31,425 --> 00:17:32,969 - Okay. - Okay? 342 00:17:34,011 --> 00:17:36,638 I had just, like, such a big fight with Wrigley 343 00:17:36,639 --> 00:17:37,973 about literally nothing. 344 00:17:37,974 --> 00:17:39,767 He's being such a fucking asshole. 345 00:17:40,434 --> 00:17:43,770 Are you okay? You look weird. 346 00:17:43,771 --> 00:17:47,065 Yeah, I just-- I feel like my, um... my heart's beating really fast. 347 00:17:47,066 --> 00:17:48,858 I just feel sort of nauseous. 348 00:17:48,859 --> 00:17:50,443 - Do you want to lay down? - Yeah. 349 00:17:50,444 --> 00:17:51,611 Okay. 350 00:17:51,612 --> 00:17:52,946 Yeah, okay. 351 00:17:55,116 --> 00:17:56,700 How's that? 352 00:17:56,701 --> 00:17:58,493 You know, actually, that's worse, kind of. 353 00:17:58,494 --> 00:17:59,703 Okay. 354 00:17:59,704 --> 00:18:01,705 I feel like my right hand's a little bit numb. 355 00:18:01,706 --> 00:18:03,164 What? 356 00:18:03,165 --> 00:18:05,500 Or both, maybe? Feels like-- Yeah, it's both. 357 00:18:05,501 --> 00:18:07,711 Maybe they're just tingling a little bit or something. 358 00:18:07,712 --> 00:18:09,337 Did you eat something weird? 359 00:18:09,338 --> 00:18:11,923 No, I think I'm having a panic attack. 360 00:18:11,924 --> 00:18:13,050 Yeah. 361 00:18:13,759 --> 00:18:16,511 Yeah, I am. It's bad. I actually feel like I'm gonna vomit. 362 00:18:16,512 --> 00:18:20,015 Oh. Trash can. Yeah. Trash can. Trash can. There you go. 363 00:18:20,016 --> 00:18:21,725 You'll be all right. 364 00:18:21,726 --> 00:18:22,851 It's okay. 365 00:18:22,852 --> 00:18:25,020 I feel like I need, like, a... like a pill. 366 00:18:25,021 --> 00:18:26,980 Like an-- Like an anxiety pill or something? 367 00:18:26,981 --> 00:18:28,398 - We could call the guy. - Okay. 368 00:18:28,399 --> 00:18:30,025 - What guy? - The drug dealer, Alex. 369 00:18:30,026 --> 00:18:31,777 - I'm sure he has some. - Yeah. 370 00:18:32,570 --> 00:18:33,778 Hey. 371 00:18:33,779 --> 00:18:35,697 Does my tongue look like it's swelling up? 372 00:18:35,698 --> 00:18:37,741 - No. It's normal size. - You swear to God? 373 00:18:37,742 --> 00:18:38,867 Swear to God. 374 00:18:38,868 --> 00:18:41,119 - Hello? - Yeah, hi. Is this Alex? 375 00:18:41,120 --> 00:18:42,871 - Yeah. - Yeah, my friend is having 376 00:18:42,872 --> 00:18:44,122 a crazy panic attack, 377 00:18:44,123 --> 00:18:47,125 so I wanted to buy some anti-anxiety pills from you. 378 00:18:47,126 --> 00:18:49,836 - Uh, how much do you need? - I don't-- I don't know. 379 00:18:49,837 --> 00:18:51,546 - Like a couple. - More than that! 380 00:18:51,547 --> 00:18:53,923 Uh, okay, yeah. Whatever you have, I guess. 381 00:18:53,924 --> 00:18:55,383 I can bring some in the morning. 382 00:18:55,384 --> 00:18:57,594 That's-- Sorry, no. 383 00:18:57,595 --> 00:18:59,554 Um, she needs you to come right now. 384 00:18:59,555 --> 00:19:01,681 - It's the middle of the night. - Yeah. No, I know. 385 00:19:01,682 --> 00:19:03,350 But she's super pale... 386 00:19:03,351 --> 00:19:05,560 Can you tell him that it feels like I'm about to float out of my body, 387 00:19:05,561 --> 00:19:07,437 like through the right side of my head. 388 00:19:07,438 --> 00:19:10,982 Okay, she's like really sweaty, and she's saying a lot of weird shit, 389 00:19:10,983 --> 00:19:12,150 and she can't wait. 390 00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:14,277 So just please come now. 391 00:19:14,278 --> 00:19:16,530 Fine. Where are you exactly? 392 00:19:17,573 --> 00:19:19,574 - Bree... - I'll text you the dorm number. 393 00:19:19,575 --> 00:19:20,701 It's okay. It's okay. 394 00:19:31,962 --> 00:19:33,673 So do you want to take a look at her? 395 00:19:34,799 --> 00:19:36,341 I'm not a doctor. 396 00:19:36,342 --> 00:19:39,469 - Right. - Hey, you want Xanax or Klonopin? 397 00:19:39,470 --> 00:19:41,305 Whatever you recommend. 398 00:19:42,807 --> 00:19:45,184 Here, it's $150. I've got a five-pill minimum. 399 00:19:46,477 --> 00:19:47,478 Okay. 400 00:19:49,313 --> 00:19:51,148 Yep. 401 00:19:52,024 --> 00:19:53,109 Here you go. 402 00:19:55,528 --> 00:19:57,863 Here. Just take one tonight, okay? 403 00:19:59,490 --> 00:20:00,658 Okay. 404 00:20:01,659 --> 00:20:04,119 How-- How long does it take to kick in? 405 00:20:04,120 --> 00:20:05,662 Maybe half an hour. 406 00:20:05,663 --> 00:20:06,914 That long? 407 00:20:08,499 --> 00:20:10,417 Here. Give me your hand. 408 00:20:10,418 --> 00:20:11,711 - What? - Come here. 409 00:20:16,257 --> 00:20:18,299 This is a calming technique. 410 00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:20,802 - Okay. - Yeah, I know it sounds dumb. I know. 411 00:20:20,803 --> 00:20:22,846 But it's a way to slow down your nervous system 412 00:20:22,847 --> 00:20:24,390 before the Xanax kicks in. 413 00:20:25,349 --> 00:20:26,392 Okay. 414 00:20:29,186 --> 00:20:30,729 Wanna do it yourself? 415 00:20:30,730 --> 00:20:32,440 - Okay. - Yeah, okay. 416 00:20:36,569 --> 00:20:39,739 Bree, didn't you show us that freshman year? 417 00:20:46,162 --> 00:20:48,455 Hey, you're okay. 418 00:20:48,456 --> 00:20:51,499 Yeah, this just probably feels worse because of the MDMA the other night. 419 00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:53,084 Like some kind of delayed comedown. 420 00:20:53,085 --> 00:20:54,377 Totally. 421 00:20:54,378 --> 00:20:56,504 Yeah. That's a thing, right? 422 00:20:56,505 --> 00:20:57,882 Yeah, it's different for everyone. 423 00:21:00,718 --> 00:21:01,719 You took it. 424 00:21:03,262 --> 00:21:04,263 How do you feel? 425 00:21:05,055 --> 00:21:06,265 Fine. 426 00:21:06,849 --> 00:21:09,185 Yeah, I guess some people can handle shit better than others. 427 00:21:13,272 --> 00:21:14,565 Hope you feel better. 428 00:21:17,902 --> 00:21:20,196 Bye. 429 00:21:31,499 --> 00:21:32,792 Hello? 430 00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:34,668 Alex. 431 00:21:35,461 --> 00:21:36,629 Bree. 432 00:21:38,589 --> 00:21:40,089 Pippa gave me your number. 433 00:21:42,009 --> 00:21:44,386 Yeah, I was wondering if you were gonna call. 434 00:21:55,064 --> 00:21:56,565 Bree. Hey. 435 00:21:57,149 --> 00:21:58,275 Hey. 436 00:21:59,026 --> 00:22:00,693 Did you have fun last night? 437 00:22:00,694 --> 00:22:02,195 Yeah, it was funny. 438 00:22:02,196 --> 00:22:03,906 What time did you get home? 439 00:22:04,615 --> 00:22:05,658 Uh... 440 00:22:07,576 --> 00:22:08,744 Not-- Not too late. 441 00:22:10,120 --> 00:22:11,914 I'll-- I'll see you later. 442 00:22:20,548 --> 00:22:21,674 Morning, Evan. 443 00:22:24,677 --> 00:22:25,970 You all right? 444 00:22:27,805 --> 00:22:28,806 Do you know Bree? 445 00:22:30,432 --> 00:22:33,102 Uh, yeah. I think we met once or twice. 446 00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:42,444 Why don't you come talk to me for a second? 447 00:22:43,904 --> 00:22:46,156 Come on. My office. 448 00:22:53,998 --> 00:22:55,707 - You don't look well. - Yeah. 449 00:22:55,708 --> 00:22:57,543 I'll get you some water. 450 00:22:58,627 --> 00:23:00,920 You and Bree know each other? How do you know each other? 451 00:23:00,921 --> 00:23:03,257 Uh, she was in my wife's class. 452 00:23:03,924 --> 00:23:05,633 Look, I-I'm not sure what the issue is, 453 00:23:05,634 --> 00:23:07,719 but why don't you take a seat and we can talk this through? 454 00:23:07,720 --> 00:23:08,929 This is awful. 455 00:23:09,972 --> 00:23:11,347 I think I'm gonna be sick. 456 00:23:11,348 --> 00:23:12,473 Well, I'd rather you weren't. 457 00:23:12,474 --> 00:23:13,475 Was it you? 458 00:23:14,602 --> 00:23:16,603 - You were fucking her? - Okay, you're not making sense. 459 00:23:16,604 --> 00:23:19,147 But whatever you're dealing with, I'm sure that there is an easy solution. 460 00:23:19,148 --> 00:23:20,940 - This is not okay. - You need to calm down. 461 00:23:20,941 --> 00:23:22,358 Well, you're a fucking professor! 462 00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:23,819 All right, that is enough! 463 00:23:25,738 --> 00:23:27,238 Let's, um... 464 00:23:27,239 --> 00:23:28,824 Let's talk about this, okay? 465 00:23:42,087 --> 00:23:43,796 I'm right, though. 466 00:23:43,797 --> 00:23:44,924 Aren't I? 467 00:23:46,634 --> 00:23:47,801 Was it you? 468 00:23:49,053 --> 00:23:50,511 I'll say it again. 469 00:23:50,512 --> 00:23:52,472 I do not know what you're talking about. 470 00:23:54,224 --> 00:23:58,395 But I don't like that you're upset, and I'd like to help you, if I can. 471 00:24:00,189 --> 00:24:03,066 You clearly really care about this girl, 472 00:24:03,067 --> 00:24:05,903 but maybe made some mistakes, right? 473 00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:09,573 Right. 474 00:24:11,909 --> 00:24:14,202 Well, for what it's worth, 475 00:24:14,203 --> 00:24:16,245 if you're trying to get back into her good graces, 476 00:24:16,246 --> 00:24:19,958 I think causing a big commotion and making accusations about her, 477 00:24:19,959 --> 00:24:22,336 that's probably the worst thing that you could do. 478 00:24:23,420 --> 00:24:25,755 I mean, for one, 479 00:24:25,756 --> 00:24:27,882 it would be extremely disruptive to her life, 480 00:24:27,883 --> 00:24:30,135 bringing that kind of negative attention her way. 481 00:24:30,803 --> 00:24:32,137 She'd never forgive you. 482 00:24:33,931 --> 00:24:37,017 And also, it's really not attractive. 483 00:24:38,477 --> 00:24:39,603 Attractive? 484 00:24:41,146 --> 00:24:42,939 Are you fucking serious right now? 485 00:24:42,940 --> 00:24:45,650 Isn't that important if you're trying to be in a relationship with this girl? 486 00:24:45,651 --> 00:24:47,235 Stop saying, "This girl." 487 00:24:47,236 --> 00:24:48,361 Her name is Bree. 488 00:24:48,362 --> 00:24:50,029 And you took advantage of her when we broke up, 489 00:24:50,030 --> 00:24:51,656 and you fucked with her head. 490 00:24:51,657 --> 00:24:53,533 But I actually fucking care about her. 491 00:24:53,534 --> 00:24:56,411 Again, what you're saying isn't true, 492 00:24:56,412 --> 00:24:59,415 but I can see that you're hurting, and I empathize. 493 00:25:00,541 --> 00:25:03,085 But playing the victim isn't gonna get you anywhere. 494 00:25:03,794 --> 00:25:05,128 If she broke up with you, 495 00:25:05,129 --> 00:25:07,047 then you need to look at your own behavior. 496 00:25:10,009 --> 00:25:12,052 You're a nice person. 497 00:25:12,761 --> 00:25:14,178 I've seen the way you are in class. 498 00:25:14,179 --> 00:25:16,222 You always try to make other people feel comfortable. 499 00:25:16,223 --> 00:25:17,224 It's nice. 500 00:25:18,434 --> 00:25:23,312 But the reality is people who get what they want 501 00:25:23,313 --> 00:25:25,356 are the people who take what they want. 502 00:25:25,357 --> 00:25:28,402 And if you're too scared to do that, it doesn't mean other people will be. 503 00:25:29,486 --> 00:25:31,529 There is no point feeling sorry for yourself 504 00:25:31,530 --> 00:25:34,116 because other people aren't as well-behaved as you are. 505 00:25:38,996 --> 00:25:41,915 I'm assuming that this isn't gonna become a bigger problem. 506 00:25:44,585 --> 00:25:45,669 No. 507 00:25:46,253 --> 00:25:47,254 Good. 508 00:25:48,797 --> 00:25:50,757 Now, tell me that you're feeling better 509 00:25:50,758 --> 00:25:52,968 and you'll see me in class on Wednesday. 510 00:25:54,303 --> 00:25:56,180 I'll see you in class on Wednesday. 511 00:25:59,099 --> 00:26:00,768 And that you're feeling better. 512 00:26:02,061 --> 00:26:03,562 Go fuck yourself. 513 00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:15,490 So, what made you finally recognize me? 514 00:26:15,491 --> 00:26:17,700 It was the tapping thing. 515 00:26:17,701 --> 00:26:19,452 Yeah. 516 00:26:19,453 --> 00:26:21,621 You know, I've seen you walking around campus a bunch 517 00:26:21,622 --> 00:26:22,998 since we started last fall. 518 00:26:23,665 --> 00:26:25,084 - Really? - Yeah. 519 00:26:25,709 --> 00:26:28,086 Well, how did-- How did you know it was me? 520 00:26:28,087 --> 00:26:30,296 You look exactly how you did when you were little. 521 00:26:32,174 --> 00:26:34,884 - You should have said something. - Yeah. 522 00:26:34,885 --> 00:26:37,095 I don't know, I just thought you were pretending not to know me. 523 00:26:37,096 --> 00:26:39,098 No, I wouldn't do that. 524 00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:43,435 You know, you seem like you're doing really well. 525 00:26:44,603 --> 00:26:46,105 - Do I? - Yeah. 526 00:26:47,314 --> 00:26:48,816 Yeah, I'm glad. 527 00:26:50,984 --> 00:26:52,860 What are you doing at Baird? 528 00:26:52,861 --> 00:26:55,404 What, in addition to dealing drugs to you and your friends? 529 00:26:57,699 --> 00:27:01,369 No, I'm, uh, I'm getting an M.A., Psychology. 530 00:27:01,370 --> 00:27:03,079 Really? 531 00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:05,248 - Yeah. - No way. 532 00:27:06,625 --> 00:27:07,875 Yeah, how long-- 533 00:27:07,876 --> 00:27:10,044 How long has it been since we saw each other? 534 00:27:10,045 --> 00:27:11,671 What, like, were you eight? 535 00:27:11,672 --> 00:27:13,339 Nine, I think? 536 00:27:13,340 --> 00:27:14,549 Yeah. 537 00:27:14,550 --> 00:27:16,634 You were about to get your learner's permit. 538 00:27:16,635 --> 00:27:17,845 I remember that. 539 00:27:19,596 --> 00:27:22,473 Yeah, I'm-- I'm sorry that we didn't stay in touch, Bree. 540 00:27:22,474 --> 00:27:23,559 Me too. 541 00:27:24,226 --> 00:27:26,812 I wanted to, but I didn't know how to reach you. 542 00:27:29,398 --> 00:27:30,899 Uh, how's your mom doing? 543 00:27:32,734 --> 00:27:33,985 I don't know. 544 00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:35,571 Yeah, it's been a couple years. 545 00:27:36,530 --> 00:27:38,615 Saw her a few times in high school. 546 00:27:40,492 --> 00:27:42,244 - You know how it is. - Yeah. 547 00:27:42,995 --> 00:27:43,996 Yeah. 548 00:27:49,418 --> 00:27:50,586 Hey. 549 00:27:51,128 --> 00:27:52,295 Hey. 550 00:27:52,296 --> 00:27:53,921 Are you feeling any better? 551 00:27:53,922 --> 00:27:55,381 Uh, yeah. I slept. 552 00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:57,300 I feel like an actual person. 553 00:27:57,301 --> 00:27:59,093 - Thank you. - Of course. 554 00:27:59,094 --> 00:28:00,928 Good. I'm glad. 555 00:28:00,929 --> 00:28:02,055 Yeah. 556 00:28:02,848 --> 00:28:04,099 Can I tell you something? 557 00:28:04,808 --> 00:28:06,393 Yeah, yeah, of course. 558 00:28:07,644 --> 00:28:12,065 So, I know that drug dealer guy, Alex. 559 00:28:12,983 --> 00:28:14,609 What? 560 00:28:14,610 --> 00:28:16,235 What do you-- What do you mean? 561 00:28:16,236 --> 00:28:20,740 From growing up, we were in a group home together for a while. 562 00:28:20,741 --> 00:28:22,325 What? That's insane. 563 00:28:22,326 --> 00:28:24,243 - I know. I know. - That's crazy. What? 564 00:28:24,244 --> 00:28:26,704 Yeah. I know. I didn't even recognize him at first. 565 00:28:26,705 --> 00:28:29,123 Oh, my God. Were-- Were you guys close? 566 00:28:29,124 --> 00:28:30,292 I think so. 567 00:28:30,834 --> 00:28:32,752 Yeah. He was-- He was nice to me. 568 00:28:32,753 --> 00:28:33,879 I remember that. 569 00:28:34,588 --> 00:28:36,089 I mean, I was so little. I... 570 00:28:36,882 --> 00:28:38,215 barely remember anything. 571 00:28:38,216 --> 00:28:39,342 Mm-hmm. 572 00:28:39,343 --> 00:28:41,302 And-- And from what I do remember, 573 00:28:41,303 --> 00:28:44,473 it's like I don't know what's real and what's my imagination. 574 00:28:46,391 --> 00:28:48,894 But I remember him being sort of protective. 575 00:28:49,937 --> 00:28:51,605 Protective of what? 576 00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:57,069 Well, you know that I said I was in two good homes and one bad one? 577 00:28:57,653 --> 00:28:58,904 Mm, yeah. 578 00:29:00,322 --> 00:29:02,407 I met Alex in the bad one. 579 00:29:08,121 --> 00:29:10,039 So you know that freshman girl, Amanda? 580 00:29:10,040 --> 00:29:11,248 Mm-hmm. 581 00:29:11,249 --> 00:29:14,460 I got guilted into making more plans with her. 582 00:29:14,461 --> 00:29:18,048 But, I mean, that's what I get for stalking the innocent, so it's fine. 583 00:29:22,386 --> 00:29:25,430 I'm so sorry you had to deal with so much bullshit, Bree. 584 00:29:27,849 --> 00:29:28,934 It's fine. 585 00:29:29,685 --> 00:29:31,228 It's not your fault. 586 00:29:38,235 --> 00:29:40,028 I-I should get this. 587 00:29:42,114 --> 00:29:44,657 - Hey. - We need to talk. 588 00:29:44,658 --> 00:29:46,367 Yeah, I agree. 589 00:29:46,368 --> 00:29:47,452 Right now. 590 00:29:48,495 --> 00:29:50,998 - Okay, where do you want to meet? - Come to my room. 591 00:29:51,707 --> 00:29:53,417 Yep, I'll see you soon. 592 00:29:56,128 --> 00:29:57,921 God, his tone sucks. 593 00:29:59,256 --> 00:30:01,216 Why do you let him talk to you like that? 594 00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:03,926 It's-- It's complicated. 595 00:30:03,927 --> 00:30:06,972 He-- He actually has some valid reasons to be upset. 596 00:30:10,851 --> 00:30:12,019 Is it worth it? 597 00:30:32,622 --> 00:30:34,291 - Hey. - Hey. 598 00:30:38,754 --> 00:30:41,130 I, uh, I've been thinking about some stuff. 599 00:30:41,131 --> 00:30:42,299 Me too. 600 00:30:52,309 --> 00:30:53,518 Um... 601 00:30:55,145 --> 00:30:56,270 It-- It just-- 602 00:30:56,271 --> 00:30:59,815 It feels like we're falling back into old shit, 603 00:30:59,816 --> 00:31:03,360 and it was supposed to be different this time, 604 00:31:03,361 --> 00:31:05,113 and it just... 605 00:31:06,490 --> 00:31:08,200 It doesn't feel different. 606 00:31:09,242 --> 00:31:10,243 I agree. 607 00:31:11,161 --> 00:31:12,537 Doesn't feel good. 608 00:31:14,372 --> 00:31:15,373 Yeah. 609 00:31:16,124 --> 00:31:18,375 I've tried really hard to get past this Evan thing, 610 00:31:18,376 --> 00:31:19,586 but I can't do it. 611 00:31:21,254 --> 00:31:23,673 I gave you so many chances to tell me the truth. 612 00:31:25,217 --> 00:31:26,384 But you didn't. 613 00:31:27,260 --> 00:31:29,345 - I'm sorry. - I've done so much 614 00:31:29,346 --> 00:31:30,846 to prove that I care about you. 615 00:31:30,847 --> 00:31:33,642 I took the fall for the fucking letter. 616 00:31:34,476 --> 00:31:36,685 Told all of our friends that I wrote it. 617 00:31:36,686 --> 00:31:40,439 I was-- I was willing to ruin my-- My friendship with Wrigley for you. 618 00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:43,192 I know. And-- And I've said thank you for that. 619 00:31:43,193 --> 00:31:44,486 It doesn't go both ways. 620 00:31:46,655 --> 00:31:48,406 I-I don't know if you even care about me. 621 00:31:48,907 --> 00:31:50,449 St-- 622 00:31:50,450 --> 00:31:53,244 Stephen, that's ridiculous. Of course, I care about you. 623 00:31:53,245 --> 00:31:54,579 I want to believe you. 624 00:31:58,416 --> 00:31:59,793 But I think you need to prove it. 625 00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:05,090 I'm really hurt. 626 00:32:07,425 --> 00:32:11,054 But I'd be willing to forgive you under one condition. 627 00:32:12,722 --> 00:32:14,349 What's-- What's the condition? 628 00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:18,019 You have to tell Bree you fucked Evan. 629 00:32:19,896 --> 00:32:21,898 You do that, we can make it work. 630 00:32:25,735 --> 00:32:27,279 Why? Um... 631 00:32:28,196 --> 00:32:31,074 How-- How would that help anybody? 632 00:32:31,616 --> 00:32:34,619 Because I-I, I don't want there to be any more lies between us. 633 00:32:35,829 --> 00:32:38,539 That-- That would-- That would ruin my friendship with Bree. 634 00:32:38,540 --> 00:32:41,125 Isn't it already kind of ruined if you fucked her boyfriend? 635 00:32:41,126 --> 00:32:42,376 Come on. 636 00:32:42,377 --> 00:32:44,628 Stephen, she would be devastated. She wouldn't forgive me. 637 00:32:44,629 --> 00:32:45,672 She'll be okay. 638 00:32:47,007 --> 00:32:50,509 Eventually. And you and I will be okay. 639 00:32:50,510 --> 00:32:52,511 I want to be able to forgive you. 640 00:32:52,512 --> 00:32:54,805 It's not forgiveness. That's punishment. 641 00:32:54,806 --> 00:32:57,559 And you're not just punishing me. You're punishing Bree. 642 00:32:58,894 --> 00:33:01,770 No. No, I'm not doing that. 643 00:33:01,771 --> 00:33:03,606 It's that easy of a decision for you? 644 00:33:03,607 --> 00:33:07,026 You-- You're making me choose between you and Bree. It's sick. 645 00:33:07,027 --> 00:33:08,652 Well, it's pretty obvious who you're choosing. 646 00:33:08,653 --> 00:33:10,696 Stephen, you are forcing me to choose. 647 00:33:10,697 --> 00:33:13,824 But if-- If that is what you need, then fine. 648 00:33:13,825 --> 00:33:15,410 Yes, I am choosing Bree. 649 00:33:17,746 --> 00:33:19,288 I don't understand you. 650 00:33:19,289 --> 00:33:22,082 Bree would never speak to you again if she knew what you did. 651 00:33:22,083 --> 00:33:24,710 Meanwhile, I'm here, willing to forgive you after everything you've done. 652 00:33:24,711 --> 00:33:27,046 Everything-- Everything I've done? 653 00:33:27,047 --> 00:33:30,633 Are you fucking kidding me? What about everything you've done? 654 00:33:30,634 --> 00:33:32,843 You're such a fucking hypocrite. 655 00:33:32,844 --> 00:33:36,055 That you-- The only reason that I fucked Evan 656 00:33:36,056 --> 00:33:37,932 is because you left me. 657 00:33:37,933 --> 00:33:40,769 You walked out with Diana. 658 00:33:41,519 --> 00:33:44,063 You-- You left me in a fucking coconut bra. 659 00:33:44,064 --> 00:33:46,315 A-- A coconut bra, okay? 660 00:33:46,316 --> 00:33:49,944 And-- And that's-- That's not even the worst thing. 661 00:33:49,945 --> 00:33:51,988 You treat everybody like shit. 662 00:33:53,573 --> 00:33:56,325 Uh, yes, I have made some mistakes. I have. 663 00:33:56,326 --> 00:33:58,911 But I have done nothing even close to the shit that you've done. 664 00:33:58,912 --> 00:34:00,705 Wow, is there more? 665 00:34:01,331 --> 00:34:05,042 Yeah, actually, let's not forget you leaving Macy alone in a car fucking dead, 666 00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:06,460 and I'm the one here apologizing? 667 00:34:06,461 --> 00:34:08,421 If you don't want to tell Bree, maybe I'll tell her myself. 668 00:34:14,970 --> 00:34:16,012 Tell her. 669 00:34:17,389 --> 00:34:18,682 Call her right now. 670 00:34:20,850 --> 00:34:22,101 You won't do it. 671 00:34:22,102 --> 00:34:25,646 I know you won't do it because then you won't have anything left to hold over me. 672 00:34:25,647 --> 00:34:28,275 And you won't have anything left to hold over Evan either. 673 00:34:48,670 --> 00:34:52,256 Hey. I'm still fucking mad at you about the Lucy thing. 674 00:34:52,257 --> 00:34:55,009 Hey, hey, hey. I'm-- I'm sorry, man. I-I told you. 675 00:34:55,010 --> 00:34:56,885 You ruined my relationship with her. Do you realize that? 676 00:34:56,886 --> 00:34:59,179 Okay, what's going on? Did something happen? 677 00:34:59,180 --> 00:35:00,931 - Yes, something happened! - Why don't you take a seat? 678 00:35:00,932 --> 00:35:02,725 I'm not taking a seat! Why did you have to tell me? 679 00:35:02,726 --> 00:35:05,102 - I thought it was the right thing to do. - That's ridiculous! 680 00:35:05,103 --> 00:35:07,605 Are you stupid? Of course it wasn't the right thing to do. 681 00:35:07,606 --> 00:35:09,441 You need to calm the fuck down or get out of my house! 682 00:35:10,692 --> 00:35:13,028 I'm not gonna talk to you while you're acting like a lunatic. 683 00:35:27,334 --> 00:35:29,002 Now, what happened with Lucy? 684 00:35:29,919 --> 00:35:31,046 We broke up. 685 00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:33,423 For good. 686 00:35:35,008 --> 00:35:37,469 I couldn't stand the thought of you two fucking. 687 00:35:42,724 --> 00:35:45,517 I mean, she begged me to forgive her, 688 00:35:45,518 --> 00:35:47,019 but I just couldn't do it. 689 00:35:47,020 --> 00:35:48,438 Look, I'm sorry, man. 690 00:35:49,898 --> 00:35:51,024 I really am. 691 00:35:52,776 --> 00:35:54,361 But it's probably for the best. 692 00:35:56,780 --> 00:35:57,905 You don't need her. 693 00:36:00,659 --> 00:36:01,826 Okay? 694 00:36:04,079 --> 00:36:05,080 Okay. 695 00:36:23,056 --> 00:36:26,266 So, yeah. It's over again. 696 00:36:26,267 --> 00:36:28,602 Um, but it's fine. 697 00:36:28,603 --> 00:36:30,646 But what happened? 698 00:36:30,647 --> 00:36:33,358 I don't-- I don't really want to get into all of it. 699 00:36:35,985 --> 00:36:37,569 It-- It was mutual. 700 00:36:37,570 --> 00:36:40,407 Wow. Just ended so fast. 701 00:36:40,907 --> 00:36:42,575 Yeah, faster than we thought it would. 702 00:36:43,993 --> 00:36:45,995 How fast did you think it would end? 703 00:36:48,665 --> 00:36:51,209 We thought maybe like spring break. 704 00:36:53,211 --> 00:36:54,670 - Right. - I'm sorry, Lucy. 705 00:36:54,671 --> 00:36:55,754 No, it's-- 706 00:36:55,755 --> 00:36:56,964 Me too. 707 00:36:56,965 --> 00:36:59,758 I mean, Stephen is evil incarnate, 708 00:36:59,759 --> 00:37:02,136 but I want you to be happy. 709 00:37:02,137 --> 00:37:03,388 I am happy. 710 00:37:04,931 --> 00:37:06,975 Honestly, this-- This is good. 711 00:37:09,102 --> 00:37:11,646 And I am not letting it ruin my semester. 712 00:37:30,874 --> 00:37:32,416 - Hi. - Hey. 713 00:37:32,417 --> 00:37:33,418 Come in. 714 00:37:35,462 --> 00:37:37,504 Uh, thanks for coming over. 715 00:37:37,505 --> 00:37:38,840 Yeah, sure. 716 00:37:40,467 --> 00:37:41,884 What's up? 717 00:37:41,885 --> 00:37:42,969 Look... 718 00:37:44,012 --> 00:37:45,972 of course, I feel bad about Drew. 719 00:37:47,140 --> 00:37:49,641 I feel awful that we invited him to campus, 720 00:37:49,642 --> 00:37:52,645 but I've been trying not to think about it because 721 00:37:53,313 --> 00:37:55,148 it's too overwhelming. 722 00:37:56,858 --> 00:37:58,400 I know. 723 00:37:58,401 --> 00:38:03,156 But I'm sorry for being so insensitive when we talked. 724 00:38:04,365 --> 00:38:08,203 I can't imagine how hard it's been for you trying to take care of Wrigley. 725 00:38:10,371 --> 00:38:12,207 Thank you for saying that. 726 00:38:15,919 --> 00:38:20,130 And, um, also, that other thing that you said. 727 00:38:20,131 --> 00:38:21,757 Oh, we don't have to talk about that. 728 00:38:21,758 --> 00:38:25,385 I'm actually totally fine with acting like it never happened, so... 729 00:38:25,386 --> 00:38:27,180 No, no, I want to talk about it. 730 00:38:29,432 --> 00:38:33,228 When I went home for break, I thought about you a lot. 731 00:38:36,147 --> 00:38:37,357 I missed you. 732 00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:42,320 So much shit happened last semester. 733 00:38:43,071 --> 00:38:46,323 And aside from the Drew thing, 734 00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:47,659 which is terrible, 735 00:38:48,701 --> 00:38:52,539 what I was most upset about was how things ended with you. 736 00:38:53,998 --> 00:38:55,165 And... 737 00:38:55,166 --> 00:38:57,292 And that's weird, right? 738 00:38:57,293 --> 00:38:58,545 Like... 739 00:38:59,504 --> 00:39:03,341 Because it's not like we were ever best friends or anything. 740 00:39:05,218 --> 00:39:07,679 So, I don't know. Um... 741 00:39:09,305 --> 00:39:11,558 I guess maybe that means something. 742 00:39:13,893 --> 00:39:14,936 Yeah. 743 00:39:15,937 --> 00:39:17,230 It might. 744 00:39:19,983 --> 00:39:23,193 ♪ Your sting red full stops my skin... ♪ 745 00:39:23,194 --> 00:39:24,529 Okay. Um... 746 00:39:25,363 --> 00:39:29,325 tell me if you think this is stupid, but I don't know. 747 00:39:30,451 --> 00:39:34,121 Maybe we should, like, kiss? 748 00:39:37,500 --> 00:39:38,668 Um... 749 00:39:40,336 --> 00:39:42,171 No, that's not stupid. 750 00:39:45,675 --> 00:39:48,010 ♪ And I'm safe from harm ♪ 751 00:39:48,011 --> 00:39:50,471 ♪ If I stay in this chalet ♪ 752 00:39:53,016 --> 00:39:55,183 ♪ And hold me tight ♪ 753 00:39:55,184 --> 00:39:57,562 ♪ And I'll sink in ♪ 754 00:40:00,440 --> 00:40:04,819 ♪ I'm absorbed in your thinking ♪ 755 00:40:14,871 --> 00:40:20,752 ♪ But you don't know ♪ 756 00:40:30,845 --> 00:40:32,597 Hey, are you okay? 757 00:40:33,640 --> 00:40:35,141 Oh yeah, it's fine. 758 00:40:36,643 --> 00:40:38,310 Have you been crying? 759 00:40:38,311 --> 00:40:40,646 It's my boyfriend. 760 00:40:40,647 --> 00:40:41,855 We broke up. 761 00:40:41,856 --> 00:40:43,066 I'm sorry. 762 00:40:44,150 --> 00:40:46,234 He sounded like an idiot. 763 00:40:46,235 --> 00:40:48,987 It was my fault, actually. I, um... 764 00:40:48,988 --> 00:40:50,697 I hooked up with someone else. 765 00:40:50,698 --> 00:40:51,699 Oh. 766 00:40:53,451 --> 00:40:55,452 I know it's terrible, 767 00:40:55,453 --> 00:40:59,832 and it's also a really weird situation. 768 00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:02,710 Weird how? 769 00:41:03,795 --> 00:41:06,965 Well, he's way older than me. 770 00:41:09,634 --> 00:41:11,052 He's married. 771 00:41:11,844 --> 00:41:13,888 Okay. Wow. 772 00:41:15,682 --> 00:41:17,641 It's kind of crazy how it started. 773 00:41:17,642 --> 00:41:19,518 It was so random. 774 00:41:19,519 --> 00:41:21,353 I was at this Christmas party 775 00:41:21,354 --> 00:41:24,189 him and his wife were hosting before break. 776 00:41:24,190 --> 00:41:27,651 And he was, like, flirting with me the whole night. 777 00:41:27,652 --> 00:41:31,572 And I didn't think anything of it because he's, like, married. 778 00:41:32,699 --> 00:41:36,744 But then he got my number, and we started texting. 779 00:41:38,454 --> 00:41:39,914 Are you still seeing him? 780 00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:45,586 All the time. 781 00:41:57,807 --> 00:41:58,974 Excuse me, ma'am. 782 00:41:58,975 --> 00:42:02,270 I'm sorry to bother you, but I think you're my 3:15 to 4:45 chaperone. 783 00:42:03,062 --> 00:42:04,147 Hey. 784 00:42:04,731 --> 00:42:07,357 All right, everyone, we're gonna start today's class 785 00:42:07,358 --> 00:42:09,985 with a simple portraiture exercise. 786 00:42:09,986 --> 00:42:14,364 So grab a partner and take turns doing a series of shots. 787 00:42:14,365 --> 00:42:18,411 The goal is to experiment with different angles and emotions. 788 00:42:21,831 --> 00:42:23,166 Do you want to be my partner? 789 00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:26,836 Hmm? Oh, yeah, sure. Yeah. 790 00:42:28,046 --> 00:42:29,713 - Why don't I start? - Okay. 791 00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:41,183 I don't even know if this thing's on. 792 00:42:41,184 --> 00:42:43,018 Oh, it doesn't turn on. We're shooting film. 793 00:42:43,019 --> 00:42:44,102 Oh! 794 00:42:44,103 --> 00:42:45,897 That checks out. All right. 795 00:42:51,027 --> 00:42:52,278 You okay? 796 00:42:54,864 --> 00:42:56,032 No. 797 00:43:08,711 --> 00:43:10,170 Okay, I'll help you out. 798 00:43:10,171 --> 00:43:13,381 Why don't you do this one like you despise all of humanity? 799 00:43:16,302 --> 00:43:19,054 Okay, that's the opposite of what I asked for, but it's perfect. 800 00:43:19,055 --> 00:43:21,015 It's perfect. Keep it like that. 801 00:43:22,266 --> 00:43:26,436 Okay, do this one like you want to kill yourself... 802 00:43:27,730 --> 00:43:29,565 ...but you haven't figured out yet how. 803 00:43:30,691 --> 00:43:32,984 Douse yourself in gasoline. 804 00:43:32,985 --> 00:43:34,611 Oh, my God. 805 00:43:34,612 --> 00:43:36,988 - Light yourself on fire. - What? 806 00:43:36,989 --> 00:43:39,282 Take a bath... with a microwave. 807 00:43:40,910 --> 00:43:42,994 - Stop! - Please be-- please be serious. 808 00:43:42,995 --> 00:43:45,122 - I... - We're talking about suicide here. 809 00:43:45,123 --> 00:43:47,165 I need you to be serious for the, for the photo. 810 00:43:48,751 --> 00:43:51,795 Why are you laughing? I'm a very serious photographer now. 811 00:43:51,796 --> 00:43:54,256 - Don't you know this? - I-- 812 00:44:07,728 --> 00:44:08,855 Oh, my God. 813 00:44:10,106 --> 00:44:11,858 I've been asleep all day? 814 00:44:12,441 --> 00:44:13,984 Yeah, almost. 815 00:44:13,985 --> 00:44:16,529 Jesus, I slept through all my classes. 816 00:44:17,780 --> 00:44:19,866 {\an8}I-I have never slept through a class. 817 00:44:22,034 --> 00:44:23,244 How are you feeling? 818 00:44:25,997 --> 00:44:28,124 I think... 819 00:44:30,251 --> 00:44:32,170 I'm really, uh... 820 00:44:33,004 --> 00:44:34,337 upset. 821 00:44:40,094 --> 00:44:41,637 Yeah, this is, uh... 822 00:44:44,599 --> 00:44:45,850 This is bad. 823 00:44:46,559 --> 00:44:49,561 ♪ I've got a cupboard with cans of food ♪ 824 00:44:49,562 --> 00:44:52,689 ♪ Filtered water and pictures of you ♪ 825 00:44:52,690 --> 00:44:56,777 ♪ And I'm not coming out until this is all over ♪ 826 00:44:58,821 --> 00:45:02,157 ♪ And I'm looking through the glass ♪ 827 00:45:02,158 --> 00:45:05,076 ♪ Where the light bends at the cracks ♪ 828 00:45:05,077 --> 00:45:08,788 ♪ And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs ♪ 829 00:45:08,789 --> 00:45:12,418 ♪ Pretending the echoes belong to someone ♪ 830 00:45:16,464 --> 00:45:18,924 ♪ Someone I used to know ♪ 831 00:45:23,512 --> 00:45:25,431 ♪ And we become ♪ 832 00:45:27,683 --> 00:45:31,229 ♪ Silhouettes when our bodies finally go ♪ 833 00:45:41,989 --> 00:45:45,283 ♪ I wanted to walk through the empty streets ♪ 834 00:45:45,284 --> 00:45:48,370 ♪ And feel something constant under my feet ♪ 835 00:45:48,371 --> 00:45:53,542 ♪ But all the news reports recommended that I stay indoors ♪ 836 00:45:54,460 --> 00:45:57,462 ♪ Because the air outside will make ♪ 837 00:45:57,463 --> 00:46:00,465 ♪ Our cells divide at an alarming rate ♪ 838 00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:03,885 ♪ Until our shells simply cannot hold ♪ 839 00:46:03,886 --> 00:46:05,887 ♪ All our insides in ♪ 840 00:46:05,888 --> 00:46:09,392 ♪ And that's when we'll explode ♪ 841 00:46:12,144 --> 00:46:14,772 ♪ And it won't be a pretty sight ♪ 842 00:46:16,315 --> 00:46:17,942 ♪ And we'll become ♪ 843 00:46:20,361 --> 00:46:23,739 ♪ Silhouettes when our bodies finally go ♪ 844 00:46:28,619 --> 00:46:31,663 - ♪ And we'll become ♪ - ♪ And we'll become ♪ 845 00:46:31,664 --> 00:46:33,206 ♪ And we'll become ♪ 846 00:46:33,207 --> 00:46:36,335 ♪ Silhouettes when our bodies finally go ♪ 847 00:46:40,631 --> 00:46:43,967 - ♪ And we'll become ♪ - ♪ And we'll become ♪ 848 00:46:43,968 --> 00:46:45,428 ♪ And we'll become... ♪