1 00:00:01,001 --> 00:00:04,212 {\an8}I just got invited to a group called "Chris Is a Rapist." 2 00:00:04,213 --> 00:00:07,632 It says that he assaulted Caitie and Lucy. Did you know about this? 3 00:00:07,633 --> 00:00:09,842 Why are you doing this? I don't need to force anybody. 4 00:00:09,843 --> 00:00:11,594 Pippa and I hooked up once, and we're cool. 5 00:00:11,595 --> 00:00:13,262 You think nobody knows what you did to Pippa? 6 00:00:13,263 --> 00:00:14,639 Do you think Lucy's okay? 7 00:00:14,640 --> 00:00:18,559 Yeah, I think she just wants people to stop talking about it. 8 00:00:18,560 --> 00:00:20,728 I didn't mean for this story to become about me. 9 00:00:20,729 --> 00:00:22,396 I was-- I was just trying to help Pippa. 10 00:00:22,397 --> 00:00:23,898 Don't say anything else to anyone. 11 00:00:23,899 --> 00:00:25,191 I told Stephen. 12 00:00:25,192 --> 00:00:27,193 - You what? - He made me admit it... 13 00:00:27,194 --> 00:00:29,195 - Go. - ...on tape. 14 00:00:29,196 --> 00:00:30,905 I lied about being raped. 15 00:00:30,906 --> 00:00:31,989 When I'm rough with you... 16 00:00:31,990 --> 00:00:33,074 You're nothing. 17 00:00:33,075 --> 00:00:34,408 ...I thought we were just fucking around 18 00:00:34,409 --> 00:00:36,244 and it didn't come from, like, a place of, like, trauma. 19 00:00:36,245 --> 00:00:37,578 You're not damaging me. 20 00:00:37,579 --> 00:00:39,622 I don't want you to suddenly be different. 21 00:00:39,623 --> 00:00:42,667 It's because you are so completely forgettable. 22 00:00:42,668 --> 00:00:45,586 You're just a pointless fucking cunt! 23 00:00:45,587 --> 00:00:48,839 Do you actually like this, or did he just convince you that you do? 24 00:00:48,840 --> 00:00:50,967 Because I bet you fucking hate it. 25 00:00:50,968 --> 00:00:53,010 I can tell you're trying to hurt me, Bree, 26 00:00:53,011 --> 00:00:54,470 but you're not going to succeed 27 00:00:54,471 --> 00:00:57,473 because I've already felt all the things that you're feeling. 28 00:00:57,474 --> 00:00:58,849 Bree, hey. 29 00:00:58,850 --> 00:01:00,268 I think what you're doing is really wrong. 30 00:01:00,269 --> 00:01:02,645 You're sleeping with someone else's husband. It's gross. 31 00:01:02,646 --> 00:01:03,938 Okay, I'll help you out. 32 00:01:03,939 --> 00:01:06,816 Do this one like you want to kill yourself. 33 00:01:06,817 --> 00:01:08,442 Please be serious. 34 00:01:08,443 --> 00:01:09,527 - I can't-- - This is-- 35 00:01:09,528 --> 00:01:11,571 We're talking about suicide here. 36 00:01:11,572 --> 00:01:13,949 I'm going to New Jersey to see my mom. 37 00:01:14,449 --> 00:01:16,409 You know, I don't have any summer plans yet. 38 00:01:16,410 --> 00:01:19,203 Trev and I are house-sitting for his parents at the shore. 39 00:01:19,204 --> 00:01:20,830 You could come if you wanted. 40 00:01:20,831 --> 00:01:24,750 - Hey, do you wanna come get food with us? - I ate already, actually. With Evan. 41 00:01:24,751 --> 00:01:26,919 We're kind of back together. It's good. 42 00:01:26,920 --> 00:01:29,463 Are you pregnant? That you already scheduled an abortion? 43 00:01:29,464 --> 00:01:34,051 It's gonna be the highlight of my year. I am so excited to abort your baby. 44 00:01:34,052 --> 00:01:37,723 He's just not someone who lets things go. I'm actually-- I'm scared of him. 45 00:01:58,327 --> 00:01:59,328 Hi. 46 00:02:04,750 --> 00:02:07,210 {\an8}- Happy Valentine's Day. - Happy Valentine's Day. 47 00:02:12,257 --> 00:02:13,758 {\an8}What time's the thing? 48 00:02:13,759 --> 00:02:14,967 {\an8}It's at, uh, 12. 49 00:02:14,968 --> 00:02:16,802 {\an8}But I'm gonna get ready with the girls first, 50 00:02:16,803 --> 00:02:18,846 so I'll meet you there if that's cool. 51 00:02:18,847 --> 00:02:20,723 - Yeah, that sounds cool. - Great. 52 00:02:20,724 --> 00:02:22,266 Are you going now? 53 00:02:22,267 --> 00:02:25,394 Yeah, I just have some shit to do first, so... 54 00:02:25,395 --> 00:02:26,438 Okay. 55 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:28,649 Uh, I'll see you there. 56 00:02:30,984 --> 00:02:32,027 Okay. 57 00:02:36,406 --> 00:02:37,491 Hey. 58 00:02:38,867 --> 00:02:39,910 I love you. 59 00:02:40,619 --> 00:02:41,953 You're a good valentine. 60 00:02:42,996 --> 00:02:44,956 Aw, so are you. 61 00:02:51,963 --> 00:02:54,715 ♪ Shrugged off, shortsighted, false excitement ♪ 62 00:02:54,716 --> 00:02:56,759 ♪ And, oh, what can I say? ♪ 63 00:03:02,057 --> 00:03:04,642 ♪ Have one, have 20 more, "one mores" ♪ 64 00:03:04,643 --> 00:03:08,063 ♪ And, oh, it does not relent ♪ 65 00:03:14,403 --> 00:03:17,155 ♪ The good times are killing me ♪ 66 00:03:22,786 --> 00:03:24,745 ♪ Kick butt, buzz cut, dickheads... ♪ 67 00:03:24,746 --> 00:03:26,540 - Hi. - Hi. 68 00:03:30,419 --> 00:03:32,462 - ♪ Good times are killing me ♪ - Hi. 69 00:03:33,046 --> 00:03:35,172 ♪ Jaws clenched tight, we talked all night ♪ 70 00:03:35,173 --> 00:03:36,882 ♪ Oh, but what the hell... ♪ 71 00:03:36,883 --> 00:03:39,844 I feel cheesy saying Happy Valentine's Day, 72 00:03:39,845 --> 00:03:41,304 so I'm not going to. 73 00:03:44,099 --> 00:03:45,100 Mm. 74 00:03:49,813 --> 00:03:51,856 Okay, so, are you gonna go 75 00:03:51,857 --> 00:03:54,359 to this anti-Valentine's Day party at Theta? 76 00:03:54,484 --> 00:03:56,236 - The goth thing? - Yeah. 77 00:03:56,987 --> 00:03:58,405 I don't know. Um... 78 00:03:59,239 --> 00:04:01,283 you're going with Wrigley, right? 79 00:04:02,242 --> 00:04:03,243 Yeah. 80 00:04:04,953 --> 00:04:06,412 Do you think I'm terrible? 81 00:04:06,413 --> 00:04:08,748 No. It's, um, it's just... 82 00:04:10,125 --> 00:04:11,293 kind of a mess. 83 00:04:16,840 --> 00:04:18,383 - I should take this. - Yeah. 84 00:04:20,093 --> 00:04:21,177 Hey, Mom. 85 00:04:21,178 --> 00:04:23,012 Diana, what the hell are these photos 86 00:04:23,013 --> 00:04:24,388 that were sent to your father? 87 00:04:24,389 --> 00:04:26,849 Uh, w-what do-- What do you mean? 88 00:04:26,850 --> 00:04:31,020 Your father was just sent some very disturbing photos of you 89 00:04:31,021 --> 00:04:33,439 from some anonymous email account. 90 00:04:33,440 --> 00:04:35,608 I-I have no idea what you're talking about, Mom. 91 00:04:35,609 --> 00:04:37,736 I just forwarded them to you. 92 00:04:53,084 --> 00:04:56,337 I don't know why you would let someone take pictures of you like this. 93 00:04:56,338 --> 00:04:57,797 Mom, I don't-- 94 00:04:57,798 --> 00:04:59,131 This is insane. 95 00:04:59,132 --> 00:05:00,382 Um, I'm so sorry. 96 00:05:00,383 --> 00:05:02,760 I'm so, so sorry. Is Dad there? 97 00:05:02,761 --> 00:05:05,137 I don't think it's a good idea for you to talk to him right now. 98 00:05:05,138 --> 00:05:06,680 He's really upset. 99 00:05:06,681 --> 00:05:08,015 Honestly, so am I. 100 00:05:08,016 --> 00:05:10,059 Let's just speak later. 101 00:05:21,154 --> 00:05:22,405 Please don't look. 102 00:05:22,989 --> 00:05:24,491 Who sent those? 103 00:05:25,450 --> 00:05:26,493 Stephen. 104 00:05:27,369 --> 00:05:30,287 I forgot they even existed. They're from freshman year. 105 00:05:30,288 --> 00:05:31,956 You let Stephen have those? 106 00:05:31,957 --> 00:05:34,417 It was early, when I was still obsessed with him. 107 00:05:40,340 --> 00:05:41,633 What are you gonna do? 108 00:05:42,217 --> 00:05:43,843 I'm not giving him a reaction. 109 00:05:43,844 --> 00:05:46,095 Okay, I don't think now is the time to be a bigger person-- 110 00:05:46,096 --> 00:05:47,847 It's not about being the bigger person. 111 00:05:47,848 --> 00:05:50,474 He cannot keep getting away with this, okay? 112 00:05:50,475 --> 00:05:52,893 There's no justice with someone like him, okay? 113 00:05:52,894 --> 00:05:54,228 That's not how this works. 114 00:05:54,229 --> 00:05:56,981 Hey, look. Okay, I get it. He's really scary. 115 00:05:56,982 --> 00:05:57,983 Sorry, um... 116 00:06:00,151 --> 00:06:02,237 I just think I need to be alone right now. 117 00:06:04,406 --> 00:06:05,490 Okay? 118 00:06:56,791 --> 00:07:00,962 {\an8}♪ That I'm happy for you ♪ 119 00:07:01,630 --> 00:07:06,759 ♪ I wish nothing but the best... ♪ 120 00:07:06,760 --> 00:07:08,135 I like the tear. 121 00:07:08,136 --> 00:07:09,596 {\an8}Yeah, it felt right. 122 00:07:10,221 --> 00:07:12,056 {\an8}Dressing like I'm clinically depressed 123 00:07:12,057 --> 00:07:14,684 {\an8}actually makes me feel less clinically depressed. 124 00:07:16,770 --> 00:07:18,396 {\an8}I hope Pippa gets here soon. 125 00:07:19,189 --> 00:07:20,649 {\an8}I don't want to be late. 126 00:07:22,484 --> 00:07:25,778 {\an8}You think it's bad that I didn't get Evan a Valentine's Day gift? 127 00:07:25,779 --> 00:07:28,572 {\an8}I mean, you guys only got back together, like, a week ago. 128 00:07:28,573 --> 00:07:30,617 {\an8}I'm not sure he really earned a gift yet. 129 00:07:32,744 --> 00:07:34,912 Do you-- Do you not like Evan? 130 00:07:34,913 --> 00:07:36,622 {\an8}What? Wh-- 131 00:07:36,623 --> 00:07:38,248 {\an8}Why would you ask that? 132 00:07:38,249 --> 00:07:41,001 {\an8}Just, like, a feeling I get sometimes. 133 00:07:41,002 --> 00:07:42,378 {\an8}No. 134 00:07:42,379 --> 00:07:44,004 {\an8}No, I, I like him. 135 00:07:44,005 --> 00:07:45,048 {\an8}I like him. 136 00:07:45,924 --> 00:07:47,675 Hi. 137 00:07:47,676 --> 00:07:49,094 - Hi. - Where have you been? 138 00:07:49,636 --> 00:07:50,803 Wow. 139 00:07:50,804 --> 00:07:54,056 I didn't know we were going full out with makeup and everything. 140 00:07:54,057 --> 00:07:56,059 Well, we're running a little bit late, so... 141 00:07:56,976 --> 00:07:58,769 draw on a tear, and then we can go? 142 00:07:58,770 --> 00:08:00,145 I'm not really in the mood. 143 00:08:00,146 --> 00:08:01,231 I'll do it. 144 00:08:02,357 --> 00:08:04,025 It weirdly makes you feel better. 145 00:08:06,528 --> 00:08:07,904 Okay. 146 00:08:10,281 --> 00:08:11,532 - Lucy? - Mm-hmm? 147 00:08:11,533 --> 00:08:13,701 Doesn't this mean that you, like, killed someone in prison? 148 00:08:15,412 --> 00:08:17,246 - Give me a sec, okay? - Okay. 149 00:08:17,247 --> 00:08:18,331 Are you drawing two? 150 00:08:22,252 --> 00:08:23,961 - Hey. - Hi! 151 00:08:23,962 --> 00:08:27,047 Okay, so it took a lot of bribery, but my friend can cover my shift, 152 00:08:27,048 --> 00:08:29,508 so I'll be there for your exhibit tomorrow! 153 00:08:29,509 --> 00:08:31,135 - Wait, really? - Yup. 154 00:08:31,136 --> 00:08:33,637 I'll take the train, and then I'll just, like, get a cab from there. 155 00:08:33,638 --> 00:08:36,098 I actually gotta run now, but I'll see you tomorrow. 156 00:08:36,099 --> 00:08:37,599 I'm really excited. 157 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:39,351 - Yeah, me too. - Bye. 158 00:08:47,527 --> 00:08:49,904 So my mom is coming to my exhibit tomorrow. 159 00:08:50,947 --> 00:08:52,865 Wait, what? Your-- Your "mom" mom? 160 00:08:52,866 --> 00:08:55,909 Yeah, like... like my mom. 161 00:08:55,910 --> 00:08:58,162 - Holy shit! What? - How? 162 00:08:58,163 --> 00:08:59,663 Uh, it's a long story, 163 00:08:59,664 --> 00:09:02,875 but basically, I got in touch with her a couple weeks ago 164 00:09:02,876 --> 00:09:07,796 and I invited her and, um, I wasn't sure if she'd flake 165 00:09:07,797 --> 00:09:11,341 so I didn't want to get my hopes up, but she's not flaking. 166 00:09:11,342 --> 00:09:12,760 Oh, my God, Bree. 167 00:09:12,761 --> 00:09:15,471 - Bree, that's amazing. - So, it's really good. 168 00:09:15,472 --> 00:09:16,639 Wow. 169 00:09:17,390 --> 00:09:20,392 Um, but I haven't told Evan yet, though, 170 00:09:20,393 --> 00:09:22,562 so, um, just let me tell him first. 171 00:09:23,271 --> 00:09:24,730 Yeah. 172 00:09:24,731 --> 00:09:27,983 Okay, we should go. I think he's already there. 173 00:09:27,984 --> 00:09:29,527 Okay, wait, guys. 174 00:09:30,779 --> 00:09:33,906 Is this, like, goth enough? 175 00:09:33,907 --> 00:09:34,990 - Yes. - Yes. 176 00:09:34,991 --> 00:09:37,785 Also, being goth is more about the attitude anyway. 177 00:09:37,786 --> 00:09:39,912 For sure. So just-- 178 00:09:39,913 --> 00:09:41,288 - Just look miserable. - Mm-hmm. 179 00:09:41,289 --> 00:09:42,790 Got it. 180 00:09:49,839 --> 00:09:51,256 This is super random, 181 00:09:51,257 --> 00:09:54,093 but I have something I want to talk to you about later. 182 00:09:54,094 --> 00:09:55,177 Okay. 183 00:09:55,178 --> 00:09:56,887 It's good, though. 184 00:09:56,888 --> 00:09:58,263 - Okay. - 'Kay. 185 00:09:58,264 --> 00:10:00,182 You look amazing, by the way. 186 00:10:00,183 --> 00:10:02,559 Yeah? You like this goth look? 187 00:10:02,560 --> 00:10:03,686 Mm. 188 00:10:07,982 --> 00:10:11,652 Hey! Hey, you guys gotta cut out all this cute couple-y shit, okay? 189 00:10:11,653 --> 00:10:14,613 This party is not about love. 190 00:10:14,614 --> 00:10:17,366 I mean, look at me and Wrigley. We're being very, very appropriate. 191 00:10:18,451 --> 00:10:20,411 I think you're all being a bunch of smug assholes. 192 00:10:20,995 --> 00:10:24,623 Speaking of, I think Stephen's coming, and I guess he's bringing a date. 193 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:26,375 - Some freshman. - Gross. 194 00:10:26,376 --> 00:10:28,710 Of course Stephen's preying on a freshman. 195 00:10:28,711 --> 00:10:29,878 Should we leave? 196 00:10:29,879 --> 00:10:31,923 No. No, it's fine. 197 00:10:32,632 --> 00:10:34,633 You actually have a date coming, too. 198 00:10:34,634 --> 00:10:36,260 Pretty sure I don't. 199 00:10:36,261 --> 00:10:38,470 I might have texted Alex and asked him to come. 200 00:10:38,471 --> 00:10:41,306 What? No, why-- Why'd you do that? 201 00:10:41,307 --> 00:10:43,517 You're too hot to be alone on Valentine's Day. 202 00:10:43,518 --> 00:10:45,352 - Bree... - Besides, isn't it kind of fun 203 00:10:45,353 --> 00:10:46,520 to rub it in Stephen's face? 204 00:10:46,521 --> 00:10:48,647 No, it won't. I'm really not trying to piss Stephen off. 205 00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:50,941 Can you-- Can you text Alex and tell him not to come? 206 00:10:50,942 --> 00:10:52,569 It's too late. He's almost here. 207 00:10:53,611 --> 00:10:54,863 - Okay. - Sorry. 208 00:10:55,613 --> 00:10:58,198 I'm sorry, I didn't want you to be, like, alone today. 209 00:10:58,199 --> 00:10:59,325 It's okay. 210 00:11:01,119 --> 00:11:03,662 - I'm excited for you to meet everyone. - Really? 211 00:11:03,663 --> 00:11:07,040 I mean, they're all fucking embarrassing, but I'm excited for them to meet you 212 00:11:07,041 --> 00:11:08,710 and see how fucking hot you are. 213 00:11:12,297 --> 00:11:13,380 Lucy. 214 00:11:13,381 --> 00:11:16,133 ♪ Psycho killer, qu'est-ce que c'est? ♪ 215 00:11:16,134 --> 00:11:18,135 ♪ Fa, fa, fa, fa, fa, fa, fa... ♪ 216 00:11:18,136 --> 00:11:19,512 Come on, let's go pee. 217 00:11:20,138 --> 00:11:22,014 - ♪ Run, run, run, run ♪ - Yeah. 218 00:11:22,015 --> 00:11:24,141 ♪ Run, run, run away ♪ 219 00:11:24,142 --> 00:11:25,143 Well, that was rude. 220 00:11:32,192 --> 00:11:34,235 Alex, hey! 221 00:11:39,324 --> 00:11:41,868 - Hey. - I'm so glad you made it. 222 00:11:42,869 --> 00:11:45,204 - Hello. - Hi. 223 00:11:45,205 --> 00:11:47,247 This person's taking forever, so you-- 224 00:11:47,248 --> 00:11:49,875 - There's drinks down there. - I'm good. Just wait with you. 225 00:11:49,876 --> 00:11:52,295 - Oh, you-- You don't have to. - Nah, it's fine. I don't mind. 226 00:11:53,046 --> 00:11:55,048 So, where's this ex of yours? 227 00:11:56,216 --> 00:11:58,800 I had to give him the full rundown. 228 00:11:58,801 --> 00:12:00,219 He's, uh... 229 00:12:00,220 --> 00:12:02,931 He's the one who's scowling and kind of looks like a turtle. 230 00:12:03,640 --> 00:12:05,557 Please don't say anything to Stephen, okay? 231 00:12:05,558 --> 00:12:08,227 Just everyone ignore him. Please. 232 00:12:08,228 --> 00:12:11,064 I'm not gonna say anything, Lucy. What do you think, I'm like 12? 233 00:12:12,565 --> 00:12:14,108 He's not gonna say anything. 234 00:12:15,985 --> 00:12:17,361 Look, look. 235 00:12:17,362 --> 00:12:20,781 I-I'm sorry if Bree pressured you or made me sound desperate, 236 00:12:20,782 --> 00:12:22,282 but you really didn't have to come. 237 00:12:22,283 --> 00:12:24,410 No, it's fine. I had nothing else going on. 238 00:12:24,953 --> 00:12:26,161 Okay. 239 00:12:26,162 --> 00:12:28,580 And I know you're not my Valentine, so don't worry. 240 00:12:28,581 --> 00:12:31,875 Lucy, relax, okay? 241 00:12:31,876 --> 00:12:35,004 You know, just because we have sex doesn't mean we can't be friends. 242 00:12:37,966 --> 00:12:40,134 You've never been friends with anyone you fucked, have you? 243 00:12:41,219 --> 00:12:42,427 Uh... 244 00:12:42,428 --> 00:12:44,973 No? Okay. Yeah. Well, here we go. 245 00:12:46,599 --> 00:12:49,686 Just-- Actually, please, don't-- Don't say anything to Stephen. 246 00:12:50,645 --> 00:12:51,728 Yeah. 247 00:12:51,729 --> 00:12:52,730 I said I wouldn't. 248 00:12:54,190 --> 00:12:55,191 'Kay. 249 00:13:04,075 --> 00:13:05,076 Um... 250 00:13:05,702 --> 00:13:06,868 What's going on? 251 00:13:06,869 --> 00:13:08,287 - You okay? - I'll-- I'll be right back. 252 00:13:08,288 --> 00:13:09,497 - What's going on? - Yeah. Nothing. 253 00:13:15,295 --> 00:13:18,005 Hey, Pippa. Did you change your number? 254 00:13:18,006 --> 00:13:19,631 I've been trying to call you. 255 00:13:19,632 --> 00:13:20,717 Um... 256 00:13:21,968 --> 00:13:23,093 No. 257 00:13:23,094 --> 00:13:24,428 I-- My phone-- 258 00:13:24,429 --> 00:13:26,723 So, Lucy said that I assaulted you? 259 00:13:28,891 --> 00:13:29,934 I... 260 00:13:30,643 --> 00:13:32,978 Like, what? 261 00:13:32,979 --> 00:13:34,814 Yeah, it's fucking crazy, right? 262 00:13:35,231 --> 00:13:37,691 I mean, look, we hooked up, but you don't think that I, like, 263 00:13:37,692 --> 00:13:39,360 did something to you, do you? 264 00:13:41,195 --> 00:13:42,196 No. 265 00:13:42,989 --> 00:13:44,032 Nothing happened. 266 00:13:45,867 --> 00:13:47,744 So, we're cool? 267 00:13:49,996 --> 00:13:51,164 Yeah. 268 00:13:51,956 --> 00:13:52,957 We're cool. 269 00:14:00,548 --> 00:14:02,507 Can you tell Lucy that? 270 00:14:02,508 --> 00:14:04,134 Whoa, whoa, what j-- what just happened? 271 00:14:04,135 --> 00:14:05,136 What? 272 00:14:05,928 --> 00:14:08,013 You fucking talked to Chris about me? 273 00:14:08,014 --> 00:14:10,391 Pippa, I'm-- I'm sorry. It-- it slipped out. 274 00:14:13,352 --> 00:14:14,479 Hey. 275 00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:25,198 Excu... 276 00:14:29,535 --> 00:14:30,661 Hey. 277 00:14:37,460 --> 00:14:39,169 Oh, hey. 278 00:14:39,170 --> 00:14:40,254 Hi. 279 00:14:41,714 --> 00:14:43,507 - You okay? - Yeah. 280 00:14:43,508 --> 00:14:45,425 Let's go get some water, yeah? 281 00:14:45,426 --> 00:14:46,803 Yeah. 282 00:14:58,815 --> 00:15:00,233 Hey, Lucy! 283 00:15:03,236 --> 00:15:04,445 Come here! 284 00:15:06,656 --> 00:15:07,739 Hey. 285 00:15:07,740 --> 00:15:09,492 Hey, you don't have to go over there. 286 00:15:10,952 --> 00:15:12,245 Yes, I do. 287 00:15:13,079 --> 00:15:14,330 Okay. 288 00:15:17,708 --> 00:15:19,168 Hey, I just wanted to say hi. 289 00:15:19,752 --> 00:15:20,753 Hi. 290 00:15:23,172 --> 00:15:24,674 Hey, I'm Stephen. 291 00:15:25,508 --> 00:15:27,092 - Alex. - Alex. Nice to meet you, Alex. 292 00:15:27,093 --> 00:15:29,177 It's Tegan, Lucy. Lucy, Tegan. 293 00:15:29,178 --> 00:15:30,930 - Hi. - Hey. 294 00:15:31,347 --> 00:15:35,058 I was just telling Tegan you guys would get along 295 00:15:35,059 --> 00:15:36,561 because you both like writing. 296 00:15:38,146 --> 00:15:39,563 Oh. 297 00:15:39,564 --> 00:15:41,064 Cool. It's nice to meet you. 298 00:15:41,065 --> 00:15:42,149 You too. 299 00:15:42,150 --> 00:15:43,817 So, how do you guys know each other? 300 00:15:43,818 --> 00:15:45,528 Uh, Lucy's one of my good friends. 301 00:15:46,154 --> 00:15:47,904 Well, technically, she's my ex. 302 00:15:47,905 --> 00:15:50,907 But we realized we weren't compatible romantically. 303 00:15:50,908 --> 00:15:53,118 Better as friends. Right? 304 00:15:53,119 --> 00:15:54,494 - Yeah. - Yeah. 305 00:15:54,495 --> 00:15:56,330 Yeah, we were-- We're better as friends. 306 00:15:57,540 --> 00:16:00,292 Wow. I mean, I wish I could still be friends 307 00:16:00,293 --> 00:16:01,836 with any of my exes. 308 00:16:03,296 --> 00:16:04,921 Want to get another drink? 309 00:16:04,922 --> 00:16:06,131 - Mm. - Hmm? 310 00:16:06,132 --> 00:16:07,425 Okay. 311 00:16:12,847 --> 00:16:15,224 Lucy, what's the deal with that guy? 312 00:16:15,933 --> 00:16:18,018 - You scared of him? - What? No. 313 00:16:18,019 --> 00:16:19,352 You're all tense. 314 00:16:19,353 --> 00:16:21,147 I'm just cold. 315 00:16:33,492 --> 00:16:35,243 Amanda. 316 00:16:35,244 --> 00:16:36,329 Hey. 317 00:16:37,205 --> 00:16:38,455 Hi. 318 00:16:38,456 --> 00:16:40,166 Uh, how-- How have you been? 319 00:16:40,666 --> 00:16:42,375 Fine, yeah. 320 00:16:42,376 --> 00:16:45,504 Uh, I wanted to apologize for... 321 00:16:46,505 --> 00:16:47,672 snapping at you. 322 00:16:47,673 --> 00:16:49,675 It's fine, seriously. 323 00:16:51,177 --> 00:16:55,347 So, do you have anything fun planned for spring break? 324 00:16:55,348 --> 00:16:59,268 Um, yeah, I'm going to Mexico. It's gonna be my 18th birthday. 325 00:17:00,353 --> 00:17:01,645 You're turning 18? 326 00:17:01,646 --> 00:17:02,730 Yeah. 327 00:17:04,273 --> 00:17:05,775 So you're 17? 328 00:17:06,442 --> 00:17:08,986 Um, I-I skipped a year in high school. 329 00:17:09,987 --> 00:17:12,615 - Sorry, I-I got to go. - Okay. 330 00:17:25,836 --> 00:17:27,796 So, you know what you're doing after graduation? 331 00:17:27,797 --> 00:17:30,173 Uh, I think I'll do New York for a bit. 332 00:17:30,174 --> 00:17:33,385 Figured I'd stay on the East Coast while Bree is finishing school. 333 00:17:33,386 --> 00:17:35,929 My parents are actually setting me up with a place in Williamsburg. 334 00:17:35,930 --> 00:17:37,722 Yeah, I thought you were more of a Tribeca guy. 335 00:17:37,723 --> 00:17:39,558 Yeah, nah, nah, nah. 336 00:17:39,559 --> 00:17:41,309 - No? - Nah, nah, I like Brooklyn. 337 00:17:41,310 --> 00:17:44,647 Besides, I think Bree is staying with me over the summer. 338 00:17:45,439 --> 00:17:46,731 What? 339 00:17:46,732 --> 00:17:48,859 Yeah, there's a bunch of photography stuff you can get into there. 340 00:17:50,027 --> 00:17:53,655 Yeah, but, like, I don't know what I'm doing with my summer yet. 341 00:17:55,449 --> 00:17:58,035 Uh, okay. Did you have something planned? 342 00:17:58,703 --> 00:18:01,247 I may actually stay with my mom, yeah. 343 00:18:03,958 --> 00:18:05,334 What-- What are you talking about? 344 00:18:06,252 --> 00:18:07,545 Yeah, we, um... 345 00:18:08,296 --> 00:18:11,131 we got back in touch recently, and, um, 346 00:18:11,132 --> 00:18:12,383 I went to go see her. 347 00:18:13,342 --> 00:18:17,013 And she-- Yeah, she's actually coming to my photography exhibit tomorrow. 348 00:18:17,680 --> 00:18:21,225 Wait, wait, wait. I'm-- I'm so confused. 349 00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:23,060 Why didn't you say anything? 350 00:18:23,644 --> 00:18:25,228 I was going to later today. 351 00:18:25,229 --> 00:18:27,564 How was it, Bree? Seeing her? 352 00:18:27,565 --> 00:18:31,402 Good. Weird, but yeah, not bad. 353 00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:34,988 Look, I-I just thought, you know, when you talk about her, 354 00:18:34,989 --> 00:18:38,159 you kind of say she's sort of a mess. 355 00:18:39,785 --> 00:18:43,371 She was, but she's had a really crazy life, so... 356 00:18:43,372 --> 00:18:45,624 Bree, that's great, talking again. 357 00:18:45,625 --> 00:18:48,668 Yeah, no, it's great. It's great. You just didn't tell me you saw her. 358 00:18:48,669 --> 00:18:50,211 And I was going to. 359 00:18:50,212 --> 00:18:52,130 I know. 360 00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:54,257 Hey, uh, I gotta run some stuff to a party down the street. 361 00:18:54,258 --> 00:18:55,468 What stuff? 362 00:18:56,427 --> 00:18:58,094 Oh, dr-- Right. 363 00:18:58,095 --> 00:19:00,639 Yeah, okay. Hey, I'll be right back, okay? 364 00:19:00,640 --> 00:19:02,140 I literally came up to you. 365 00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,809 Hey, your-- Your jacket. 366 00:19:04,393 --> 00:19:05,728 Thank you. 367 00:19:08,648 --> 00:19:10,941 We need to play a drinking game. 368 00:19:11,734 --> 00:19:15,028 Uh, yeah, no, this group does not do well with those. 369 00:19:15,029 --> 00:19:16,154 Come on! 370 00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:18,991 I know such a good game, and it's not scary at all. 371 00:19:22,787 --> 00:19:24,372 Come on! 372 00:19:27,458 --> 00:19:31,252 Okay, the game is called Paranoia. 373 00:19:31,253 --> 00:19:35,757 Everyone writes down a few questions on a slip of paper, 374 00:19:35,758 --> 00:19:37,384 like, "Who's the loudest drunk?" 375 00:19:37,385 --> 00:19:41,346 Or, "Who thinks he's too cool to dress up for theme parties?" 376 00:19:41,347 --> 00:19:42,681 - Stephen. - Stephen. 377 00:19:42,682 --> 00:19:46,184 Right, but we put the questions in a pile, 378 00:19:46,185 --> 00:19:48,854 and we take turns pulling them out. 379 00:19:49,814 --> 00:19:52,899 Then we whisper it to whoever we choose. 380 00:19:52,900 --> 00:19:56,736 So, if someone chose that question and whispered it to me, 381 00:19:56,737 --> 00:19:58,698 I would say, "Stephen." 382 00:19:59,824 --> 00:20:02,742 You have to answer with someone in this group. 383 00:20:02,743 --> 00:20:04,994 But if you're the person named, 384 00:20:04,995 --> 00:20:08,457 you can only hear the question if you take a shot. 385 00:20:09,041 --> 00:20:12,210 So otherwise, I'd hear my name, but I wouldn't know the question. 386 00:20:12,211 --> 00:20:14,462 And that's exactly why it's called Paranoia. 387 00:20:14,463 --> 00:20:16,715 Okay. Okay. 388 00:20:16,716 --> 00:20:18,175 I'll go grab some shot glasses. 389 00:20:19,635 --> 00:20:22,303 This sounds like a disaster waiting to happen! 390 00:20:27,893 --> 00:20:31,104 ♪ It's way too late ♪ 391 00:20:31,105 --> 00:20:33,273 Okay, Stephen, you're up. 392 00:20:33,274 --> 00:20:35,025 Pick one and then decide who you want to ask. 393 00:20:36,277 --> 00:20:38,446 ♪ The trouble is ♪ 394 00:20:40,573 --> 00:20:41,741 Evan. 395 00:20:43,409 --> 00:20:44,952 Oh, easy. Bree. 396 00:20:46,537 --> 00:20:47,747 I guess I want to know. 397 00:20:48,289 --> 00:20:49,707 You got to drink up, then. 398 00:20:52,168 --> 00:20:53,502 Whoa. 399 00:20:54,962 --> 00:20:58,506 The question is, "Who is the most beautiful girl in the group?" 400 00:20:58,507 --> 00:20:59,924 Aw. 401 00:20:59,925 --> 00:21:01,551 Ooh! 402 00:21:01,552 --> 00:21:03,804 Uh, okay, so I am next. 403 00:21:06,098 --> 00:21:08,100 Mmm... 404 00:21:09,977 --> 00:21:11,187 Coming for you. 405 00:21:12,730 --> 00:21:13,773 Oh. 406 00:21:14,982 --> 00:21:17,984 This one is very, very hard, 407 00:21:17,985 --> 00:21:19,737 but I think I'm gonna go with Pippa. 408 00:21:20,529 --> 00:21:22,156 Okay. 409 00:21:24,158 --> 00:21:25,409 Let's go. 410 00:21:28,704 --> 00:21:30,288 It's, "Who's your favorite person?" 411 00:21:31,582 --> 00:21:34,834 Okay, did everyone just write down nice questions? 412 00:21:34,835 --> 00:21:36,712 That's not the point of this game. 413 00:21:37,254 --> 00:21:39,048 Yeah, no, these are lame. 414 00:21:39,840 --> 00:21:41,883 Yeah. 415 00:21:41,884 --> 00:21:43,302 Th-This is better. 416 00:21:46,722 --> 00:21:48,766 Lucy, uh, come here. 417 00:21:50,768 --> 00:21:52,102 Come here. 418 00:21:56,565 --> 00:21:57,900 Um... 419 00:21:59,026 --> 00:22:00,027 Evan. 420 00:22:03,197 --> 00:22:04,240 All right. 421 00:22:06,617 --> 00:22:11,163 Uh, "Most likely to live off their parents forever." 422 00:22:14,959 --> 00:22:16,543 - Whatever. - Okay! 423 00:22:16,544 --> 00:22:18,127 Evan, it's your turn. 424 00:22:18,128 --> 00:22:21,298 Let's see. Uh... 425 00:22:25,010 --> 00:22:26,219 I see what this is. 426 00:22:26,220 --> 00:22:28,137 - No, stop it. - Okay. 427 00:22:30,850 --> 00:22:32,892 Oh, definitely Stephen. 428 00:22:32,893 --> 00:22:34,019 Oh. 429 00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:41,985 "Most likely to end up in prison." 430 00:22:58,752 --> 00:23:00,129 Oh, hey. 431 00:23:02,673 --> 00:23:04,008 Uh... 432 00:23:07,094 --> 00:23:08,220 Lucy. 433 00:23:16,896 --> 00:23:19,231 "Most likely to secretly hate themselves." 434 00:23:20,566 --> 00:23:21,650 Evan. 435 00:23:27,698 --> 00:23:29,657 Guess it depends on the day. 436 00:23:32,369 --> 00:23:35,163 ♪ Cut through a crowded room ♪ 437 00:23:35,164 --> 00:23:37,373 ♪ A look can say a lot sometimes ♪ 438 00:23:37,374 --> 00:23:41,294 ♪ So, I take all my past attractions and project on you ♪ 439 00:23:41,295 --> 00:23:43,922 ♪ Every disappointment and mistake ♪ 440 00:23:43,923 --> 00:23:45,006 Stephen. 441 00:23:45,007 --> 00:23:48,384 ♪ Some resentment from a one-night heartbreak ♪ 442 00:23:48,385 --> 00:23:49,720 I'm good. I don't need to know. 443 00:23:51,096 --> 00:23:53,057 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 444 00:23:54,058 --> 00:23:55,183 All right. 445 00:23:55,184 --> 00:23:57,394 - You have to pick, though. - Mm. 446 00:24:02,441 --> 00:24:04,484 ♪ There's so much that we still don't know ♪ 447 00:24:04,485 --> 00:24:08,196 ♪ But I'm fairly certain that we just might work out right ♪ 448 00:24:08,197 --> 00:24:11,616 ♪ Then again, it can all go up in flames ♪ 449 00:24:11,617 --> 00:24:13,826 ♪ And I'll take you down in the name of love ♪ 450 00:24:13,827 --> 00:24:14,828 You. 451 00:24:15,412 --> 00:24:17,246 - No, I asked the question, so. - Yeah, I know. 452 00:24:17,247 --> 00:24:20,083 But it-- the question's, "Most likely to cheat." 453 00:24:20,084 --> 00:24:21,669 And that's definitely you. 454 00:24:25,089 --> 00:24:29,217 Okay, um, Stephen can't pull twice in a row, 455 00:24:29,218 --> 00:24:32,136 so Pippa, why don't you just go? 456 00:24:32,137 --> 00:24:34,473 Okay, um, let's see. 457 00:24:38,811 --> 00:24:40,688 Yikes. Um... 458 00:24:42,189 --> 00:24:43,481 You gotta pick someone. 459 00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:44,483 Okay. 460 00:24:45,442 --> 00:24:47,152 Yikes. Um... 461 00:24:51,073 --> 00:24:53,449 ♪ And I'm doing what I want ♪ 462 00:24:53,450 --> 00:24:57,120 ♪ This is my house ♪ 463 00:24:57,121 --> 00:24:58,956 Do I have to answer that? 464 00:24:59,957 --> 00:25:01,625 Come on, i-it's just a game. 465 00:25:05,462 --> 00:25:07,797 Okay, um... 466 00:25:07,798 --> 00:25:08,882 Wrigley. 467 00:25:14,430 --> 00:25:16,514 No, no, don't, don't. Don't drink. 468 00:25:16,515 --> 00:25:17,641 Don't drink. 469 00:25:20,436 --> 00:25:21,687 Now I have to know. 470 00:25:26,442 --> 00:25:28,318 Uh, "Most likely to kill themselves." 471 00:25:35,034 --> 00:25:37,453 Well, because you made that joke, remember? In... 472 00:25:38,662 --> 00:25:40,329 In photography class. 473 00:25:40,330 --> 00:25:43,249 About suicide, remember? 474 00:25:43,250 --> 00:25:44,293 It was funny. 475 00:25:44,877 --> 00:25:46,586 Yeah, no, no, I remember. 476 00:25:46,587 --> 00:25:48,379 - Right? - I-I remember. 477 00:25:54,303 --> 00:25:56,679 Let's, uh... This game fucking sucks. 478 00:25:56,680 --> 00:25:59,850 Let's, um-- Should we all get up and socialize? 479 00:26:03,020 --> 00:26:04,312 He's good. 480 00:26:04,313 --> 00:26:05,605 Yeah. 481 00:26:05,606 --> 00:26:07,232 - Okay. - He'll be cool. 482 00:26:10,903 --> 00:26:12,403 You okay? You good? 483 00:26:12,404 --> 00:26:13,405 Yeah. 484 00:26:15,282 --> 00:26:18,410 Wait. Hey, I'm sorry. 485 00:26:18,952 --> 00:26:20,953 I only said it because you had made that joke. 486 00:26:20,954 --> 00:26:22,663 You don't have to apologize. 487 00:26:22,664 --> 00:26:25,834 I drank too much and-- And today was just a lot. It was-- 488 00:26:26,418 --> 00:26:28,711 I found out that that older guy I was seeing, 489 00:26:28,712 --> 00:26:30,713 he's fucking this 17-year-old. 490 00:26:30,714 --> 00:26:34,092 And I screamed at her a couple weeks ago when it's not even her fault. 491 00:26:34,093 --> 00:26:37,053 He's just a fucking predator. It was-- He's getting away with it. 492 00:26:37,054 --> 00:26:38,137 Okay. 493 00:26:38,138 --> 00:26:41,725 And then this stuff with my mom, like, that put me in an even weirder headspace. 494 00:26:42,392 --> 00:26:44,977 And-- And I appreciate it, by the way, 495 00:26:44,978 --> 00:26:47,939 you not saying anything about visiting my mom. 496 00:26:47,940 --> 00:26:52,111 Uh, okay. Why am I the one that you're talking to about all of this? 497 00:26:54,113 --> 00:26:55,196 What do you mean? 498 00:26:55,197 --> 00:26:57,490 Just that you should probably be talking to Evan about this, 499 00:26:57,491 --> 00:26:59,326 seeing that he is your boyfriend. 500 00:27:00,035 --> 00:27:02,830 All right? I'm not the person that you should be confiding in. 501 00:27:06,625 --> 00:27:07,626 Okay. 502 00:27:09,711 --> 00:27:11,004 I'm gonna go. 503 00:27:17,636 --> 00:27:19,303 Hey, can we talk? 504 00:27:19,304 --> 00:27:22,349 Feel like talking is kind of your main problem right now, Lucy. 505 00:27:23,225 --> 00:27:27,520 You need to stop having conversations that are not yours to have, okay? 506 00:27:27,521 --> 00:27:29,856 I'm-I'm really sorry. Hey, hey. Jeez. 507 00:27:29,857 --> 00:27:32,233 I'm sorry, okay? I-I didn't mean to. 508 00:27:32,234 --> 00:27:34,443 Chris cornered me, and he thinks what he did is fine. 509 00:27:34,444 --> 00:27:36,153 I could-- I couldn't just fucking let him think that. 510 00:27:36,154 --> 00:27:40,701 I just-- I don't understand why you can't keep my fucking name out of your mouth. 511 00:27:41,618 --> 00:27:44,203 Hey, hey, hey, hey, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sor-- 512 00:27:44,204 --> 00:27:45,872 It does not matter that you're sorry. 513 00:27:45,873 --> 00:27:49,584 - It doesn't matter. - Okay. 514 00:27:49,585 --> 00:27:51,961 No, every single time you try to make something better, 515 00:27:51,962 --> 00:27:54,756 you end up making it so much fucking worse. 516 00:27:56,592 --> 00:27:58,259 And I just-- I gotta go. 517 00:27:58,260 --> 00:27:59,760 - I'm sorry, I'm sorry. - I, I told Wrigley 518 00:27:59,761 --> 00:28:01,179 that I have a headache, so... 519 00:28:19,823 --> 00:28:22,241 Hey, this is Diana. Leave a message. 520 00:28:34,630 --> 00:28:35,755 Hey. 521 00:28:35,756 --> 00:28:36,798 Hi. 522 00:28:42,012 --> 00:28:44,889 Where did Alex go? He's been gone forever. 523 00:28:44,890 --> 00:28:47,517 Some sorority girls needed some cocaine. 524 00:28:48,310 --> 00:28:50,686 So he just ran off and left you? 525 00:28:50,687 --> 00:28:54,523 Bree, he's a drug dealer. It's the most normal thing he could do. 526 00:28:54,524 --> 00:28:57,234 It's kind of rude of him to just, like, 527 00:28:57,235 --> 00:28:58,904 leave you here alone. 528 00:29:03,951 --> 00:29:05,618 Bree, are you-- 529 00:29:05,619 --> 00:29:07,955 Are you the one who told Alex about the Chris thing? 530 00:29:09,081 --> 00:29:10,373 Okay, yes. 531 00:29:11,458 --> 00:29:13,250 I'm sorry. I-I just-- 532 00:29:13,251 --> 00:29:16,087 I didn't want another guy to be an asshole with you. 533 00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:17,838 And Alex can be weird or whatever, 534 00:29:17,839 --> 00:29:20,049 but I knew that he would be respectful about-- 535 00:29:20,050 --> 00:29:22,635 About the whole thing, and I just-- 536 00:29:22,636 --> 00:29:25,972 I-I wanted him to just, like, be careful with your feelings. 537 00:29:27,599 --> 00:29:29,643 God, I'm sorry. Please don't be mad at me. 538 00:29:30,602 --> 00:29:33,146 It's okay. I'm gonna-- I'm just gonna go get some air. 539 00:29:34,356 --> 00:29:36,692 It's okay. 540 00:29:42,739 --> 00:29:45,700 Hey. Hey, Lucy. Sorry, that took forever. 541 00:29:45,701 --> 00:29:47,326 Hey, you wanna, you wanna get out of here? 542 00:29:47,327 --> 00:29:48,704 Let's just-- Let's go back to your place. 543 00:29:50,205 --> 00:29:51,330 Let's-- 544 00:29:51,331 --> 00:29:53,124 Let's get another drink first. 545 00:29:53,125 --> 00:29:54,376 Maybe somewhere in town? 546 00:29:54,960 --> 00:29:56,878 What? There are, like, five kegs here. 547 00:29:57,629 --> 00:29:59,172 Yeah, I need a real drink. 548 00:30:01,675 --> 00:30:02,843 Okay. 549 00:30:07,681 --> 00:30:09,724 - Hey, you okay? - Okay, okay. 550 00:30:09,725 --> 00:30:13,019 I need-- I need you to stop being weird, okay? 551 00:30:13,020 --> 00:30:14,395 You're being nicer. 552 00:30:14,396 --> 00:30:15,896 It's-- It's mean. 553 00:30:15,897 --> 00:30:19,108 I'm-- I'm being nicer. It's mean. 554 00:30:19,109 --> 00:30:21,152 - You know what I'm saying. - No, I really don't. 555 00:30:21,153 --> 00:30:24,155 I just feel like whatever Bree told you, like, 556 00:30:24,156 --> 00:30:27,450 now you feel pressured to be all careful and sweet with me, 557 00:30:27,451 --> 00:30:29,119 and I-I don't like it. 558 00:30:29,828 --> 00:30:32,496 And you have no reason to feel sorry for me. 559 00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:33,581 Mm. 560 00:30:33,582 --> 00:30:37,210 Okay? I'm a much bigger asshole than you realize, I promise. 561 00:30:39,713 --> 00:30:42,799 You know, you are fucking rough on yourself, Lucy. 562 00:30:43,216 --> 00:30:45,886 Why-- Why didn't you want to go back to your place? 563 00:30:47,345 --> 00:30:49,473 - Are you trying to avoid fucking me? - No. 564 00:30:51,558 --> 00:30:52,851 No, I just... 565 00:30:53,769 --> 00:30:55,437 I just wanted another drink. 566 00:30:57,522 --> 00:30:58,815 Hey, maybe we just call it. 567 00:30:59,441 --> 00:31:00,484 No. 568 00:31:03,570 --> 00:31:05,280 Let's go get another drink. 569 00:31:16,458 --> 00:31:17,625 Hi. 570 00:31:17,626 --> 00:31:18,627 Hey. 571 00:31:26,176 --> 00:31:27,510 I've been, uh-- 572 00:31:27,511 --> 00:31:29,137 I've been thinking about you. 573 00:31:42,567 --> 00:31:44,276 What day did you say you saw her? 574 00:31:44,277 --> 00:31:46,613 I don't remember the exact day. 575 00:31:47,531 --> 00:31:49,281 I'm just trying to figure out why you didn't tell me. 576 00:31:49,282 --> 00:31:52,619 Because I was worried it was going to be a shit show. 577 00:31:53,370 --> 00:31:55,246 And it was good? It was normal? 578 00:31:55,247 --> 00:31:58,290 I mean, I don't kn-- I wouldn't say, like, normal. 579 00:31:58,291 --> 00:32:00,084 I don't know. We had mimosas. 580 00:32:00,085 --> 00:32:01,086 Wait. 581 00:32:01,837 --> 00:32:04,380 Didn't you tell me once that she was an alcoholic? 582 00:32:04,381 --> 00:32:07,550 She was. She's not anymore. 583 00:32:07,551 --> 00:32:09,552 What? Th-That's not how that works. 584 00:32:09,553 --> 00:32:11,346 Why are you being like this? 585 00:32:12,681 --> 00:32:15,391 Why can't you just be more supportive? 586 00:32:15,392 --> 00:32:19,228 Look, if you're saying it was good with her, I'm glad. 587 00:32:19,229 --> 00:32:20,896 But even if it wasn't, 588 00:32:20,897 --> 00:32:23,065 I'm the person you should talk to about it, 589 00:32:23,066 --> 00:32:24,526 whether it went well or not. 590 00:32:36,204 --> 00:32:38,331 You look really great. 591 00:32:39,708 --> 00:32:42,251 I look tired. 592 00:32:42,252 --> 00:32:44,420 Well, then you're not taking enough breaks. 593 00:32:44,421 --> 00:32:46,463 Why don't you come hang out with me? 594 00:32:46,464 --> 00:32:48,175 What's with the, uh... 595 00:32:50,010 --> 00:32:51,094 black makeup? 596 00:32:56,349 --> 00:32:58,351 I just remembered what I look like. 597 00:32:59,728 --> 00:33:00,729 Um... 598 00:33:01,646 --> 00:33:03,148 I was at a theme party. 599 00:33:13,283 --> 00:33:14,658 I'm not trying to fight with you. 600 00:33:14,659 --> 00:33:16,911 I just don't understand why you're hiding shit from me. 601 00:33:16,912 --> 00:33:19,205 - It was just private. - I'm your boyfriend! 602 00:33:19,206 --> 00:33:20,706 Hey, guys. 603 00:33:20,707 --> 00:33:22,334 I'm sorry, I gotta piss. 604 00:33:23,460 --> 00:33:26,086 Look, I just don't want to see you get hurt, okay? 605 00:33:26,087 --> 00:33:28,589 And I'm sorry, but she doesn't have the very best track record. 606 00:33:28,590 --> 00:33:30,925 So I don't know why you think she'll be different this time. 607 00:33:30,926 --> 00:33:32,509 I don't really need your opinion. 608 00:33:32,510 --> 00:33:35,263 Well, if you don't need my opinion, then why are we even together? 609 00:33:42,062 --> 00:33:43,188 Hey, man. 610 00:33:44,105 --> 00:33:45,482 I need you to take her home. 611 00:33:46,107 --> 00:33:47,359 Okay. 612 00:33:58,828 --> 00:34:01,163 I'm not even gonna pretend like I didn't hear all that. 613 00:34:01,164 --> 00:34:02,540 It was so loud. 614 00:34:05,293 --> 00:34:07,087 I think you peed on your shoes. 615 00:34:13,009 --> 00:34:14,094 Okay... 616 00:34:15,762 --> 00:34:18,056 I think it's time for you to do a shot with me. 617 00:34:19,474 --> 00:34:20,684 I think it's time you switched to water. 618 00:34:22,727 --> 00:34:23,894 Sorry. Sorry. 619 00:34:23,895 --> 00:34:25,312 - I got it. I got it. - No, I can-- 620 00:34:25,313 --> 00:34:26,772 I got it. 621 00:34:26,773 --> 00:34:29,525 - Why don't I call you a cab? - No, I don't need a fucking cab. 622 00:34:29,526 --> 00:34:30,859 - Lucy, come on. Let's go. - I don't-- 623 00:34:30,860 --> 00:34:32,820 It's okay. Let's go home. 624 00:34:32,821 --> 00:34:34,656 - Now you want to help. - I'm sorry. 625 00:34:36,408 --> 00:34:38,451 Uh, sorry, man. 626 00:34:47,294 --> 00:34:49,962 You can sit down. I'll just-- I'll get you some water. 627 00:34:49,963 --> 00:34:53,091 God, why is everyone the fucking water police tonight? 628 00:35:27,208 --> 00:35:28,293 You're not okay. 629 00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:34,299 Why are you so scared of that guy, Stephen? 630 00:35:36,718 --> 00:35:38,303 Why do you think I'm scared? 631 00:35:40,764 --> 00:35:42,599 Because I know what that looks like. 632 00:36:03,036 --> 00:36:04,245 Yeah, I'm not okay. 633 00:36:09,751 --> 00:36:12,253 But I think you like me like this. 634 00:36:16,216 --> 00:36:18,301 - I don't know what you mean. - Just... 635 00:36:21,471 --> 00:36:22,806 Just admit it. 636 00:36:25,058 --> 00:36:26,184 You like it. 637 00:36:29,479 --> 00:36:31,606 You don't want to be nice to me. 638 00:36:39,364 --> 00:36:40,740 I'm sad. 639 00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:48,039 And a fucking worthless mess. 640 00:36:51,292 --> 00:36:52,752 And you love it. 641 00:37:02,178 --> 00:37:04,013 This is how you want me. 642 00:37:11,771 --> 00:37:12,772 It's okay. 643 00:37:39,799 --> 00:37:41,384 I'm not a bad person. 644 00:37:43,762 --> 00:37:45,472 I know you're not. 645 00:37:50,059 --> 00:37:51,561 Please. 646 00:37:53,396 --> 00:37:56,316 ♪ Traveling, swallowing Dramamine ♪ 647 00:37:57,317 --> 00:38:00,861 ♪ Feeling spaced, breathing out Listerine ♪ 648 00:38:00,862 --> 00:38:04,407 ♪ I'd said what I'd said that I'd tell you ♪ 649 00:38:04,991 --> 00:38:08,786 ♪ And that you'd killed the better part of me ♪ 650 00:38:08,787 --> 00:38:11,914 ♪ If you could just milk it for everything ♪ 651 00:38:13,333 --> 00:38:16,835 ♪ I've said what I'd said and you know what I mean ♪ 652 00:38:16,836 --> 00:38:21,173 ♪ But I still can't focus on anything ♪ 653 00:38:21,174 --> 00:38:25,136 ♪ We kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves ♪ 654 00:38:37,649 --> 00:38:39,317 Am I in the wrong here? 655 00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:42,487 I'm sorry. 656 00:38:43,029 --> 00:38:44,823 Can you please just say something? 657 00:38:49,744 --> 00:38:52,455 I think wanting a relationship with your mother is... 658 00:38:53,081 --> 00:38:55,791 like an extremely normal thing for you to want. 659 00:38:55,792 --> 00:38:58,043 Then why is he being like this? 660 00:38:58,044 --> 00:39:02,464 I mean, it's pretty obvious that he-he's threatened 661 00:39:02,465 --> 00:39:05,051 that you're choosing to spend time with her over him. 662 00:39:06,553 --> 00:39:08,679 I knew it. I should have told him sooner. 663 00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:11,557 Jesus Christ. No, Bree, this is on him. 664 00:39:11,558 --> 00:39:13,976 He should be happy that you're fixing things with your mother. 665 00:39:13,977 --> 00:39:15,936 And honestly, it's fucked up that he would block it 666 00:39:15,937 --> 00:39:17,646 just so he could have you in Brooklyn with him. 667 00:39:17,647 --> 00:39:18,981 Yeah, it's fucked up. 668 00:39:18,982 --> 00:39:20,400 Yeah, it is fucked up. 669 00:39:21,359 --> 00:39:24,571 It is fucked up. Honestly, everything is. Like this, right now. 670 00:39:25,780 --> 00:39:27,364 - What do you mean? - Wh-What are you-- 671 00:39:27,365 --> 00:39:30,158 I-I asked you two hours ago not to confide in me. 672 00:39:30,159 --> 00:39:32,160 And here you are, you're immediately confiding again. 673 00:39:32,161 --> 00:39:34,997 - I'm-- I was upset. - Yeah, well, it's not really my business 674 00:39:34,998 --> 00:39:36,415 if you're upset or not, right? 675 00:39:36,416 --> 00:39:37,750 Because this, you and me... 676 00:39:39,127 --> 00:39:40,128 it's not a thing. 677 00:39:41,629 --> 00:39:43,338 I don't even know what you're talking about. 678 00:39:43,339 --> 00:39:44,382 Yes, you do. 679 00:39:45,925 --> 00:39:48,219 You know exactly what I'm fucking talking about. 680 00:39:48,928 --> 00:39:50,638 Well, if it isn't a thing... 681 00:39:51,723 --> 00:39:53,348 I don't get why you're so mad at me. 682 00:39:53,349 --> 00:39:55,475 I'm not. I'm mad at everybody. 683 00:39:55,476 --> 00:39:57,686 We're all making terrible decisions! 684 00:39:57,687 --> 00:40:00,147 Evan's acting like a fucking possessive idiot. 685 00:40:00,148 --> 00:40:02,357 And you got back together with him after he cheated. 686 00:40:02,358 --> 00:40:05,152 And you're-- You're fucking-- You're yelling at teenage girls 687 00:40:05,153 --> 00:40:07,779 instead of the fucking 45-year-old creep who traumatized you. 688 00:40:07,780 --> 00:40:10,157 And then we got Lucy walking in with a goddamn drug dealer. 689 00:40:10,158 --> 00:40:13,328 And girls-- Girls are-- Girls are still dating Stephen. 690 00:40:13,953 --> 00:40:15,579 Fucking shit! 691 00:40:15,580 --> 00:40:17,539 Goddamn it. I think-- You know what's crazy? 692 00:40:17,540 --> 00:40:20,125 I think Pippa's the only one who isn't fucking up right now. 693 00:40:20,126 --> 00:40:24,047 She's been, like, the perfect girlfriend, and meanwhile, my dumb ass is over here 694 00:40:24,839 --> 00:40:28,092 just fucking taking her for granted and spending too much time with you. 695 00:40:29,802 --> 00:40:31,429 Well, then don't! 696 00:40:34,599 --> 00:40:35,807 Oh, my God. 697 00:41:06,881 --> 00:41:08,006 Bree. 698 00:41:08,007 --> 00:41:09,549 I need to talk to Oliver. 699 00:41:09,550 --> 00:41:10,843 He's not here. 700 00:41:22,271 --> 00:41:23,647 Bree. 701 00:41:26,901 --> 00:41:28,736 He's really not here, Bree. 702 00:41:39,372 --> 00:41:41,249 He's staying somewhere else tonight. 703 00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:47,671 And you just sit and wait here 704 00:41:47,672 --> 00:41:49,298 while he's with her? 705 00:41:50,174 --> 00:41:52,093 Do you know that she's 17? 706 00:41:56,472 --> 00:41:58,516 Oh, he didn't tell you that part? 707 00:41:59,142 --> 00:42:01,977 I thought he got off on-- On giving you all the details. 708 00:42:01,978 --> 00:42:04,021 How much did you drink, Bree? 709 00:42:04,022 --> 00:42:07,566 That's not the-- What this is. I'm telling you the truth. 710 00:42:07,567 --> 00:42:09,901 Amanda, she's 17. 711 00:42:09,902 --> 00:42:11,987 Do you know when it started? 712 00:42:11,988 --> 00:42:14,906 - Oh, come on. - At your Christmas party. 713 00:42:14,907 --> 00:42:17,492 The one that he fucked me at in your laundry room. 714 00:42:17,493 --> 00:42:19,870 - 'Kay, Bree, that's enough. - Well, it wasn't. Not for him. 715 00:42:19,871 --> 00:42:22,122 No, he went after her that same night. 716 00:42:22,123 --> 00:42:23,832 He's dangerous. 717 00:42:23,833 --> 00:42:25,333 He's hurting people. 718 00:42:25,334 --> 00:42:26,586 He's hurting her. 719 00:42:28,546 --> 00:42:30,213 Do you even care? 720 00:42:30,214 --> 00:42:32,257 You've clearly had too much to drink today, Bree. 721 00:42:32,258 --> 00:42:33,717 Stop saying that! 722 00:42:33,718 --> 00:42:36,095 It doesn't matter if I'm fucking drunk! 723 00:42:38,639 --> 00:42:40,183 Oh, fuck. Okay. 724 00:42:42,351 --> 00:42:43,519 I'm sorry. 725 00:42:45,021 --> 00:42:46,481 She's 17. 726 00:42:49,025 --> 00:42:50,151 It's not okay. 727 00:42:53,654 --> 00:42:55,239 And how old are you, Bree? 728 00:43:02,538 --> 00:43:03,831 I'm sorry. 729 00:43:11,089 --> 00:43:12,298 Come here. 730 00:43:18,471 --> 00:43:19,889 I'm sorry. 731 00:43:21,557 --> 00:43:23,601 I know, I know. 732 00:43:28,356 --> 00:43:30,149 I'm so sorry. 733 00:43:37,240 --> 00:43:38,491 It's okay. 734 00:43:50,461 --> 00:43:52,088 I didn't know she was that young. 735 00:43:55,383 --> 00:43:56,384 He's a... 736 00:43:58,636 --> 00:44:00,304 ...he's a complicated man. 737 00:44:01,305 --> 00:44:02,431 I mean... 738 00:44:03,558 --> 00:44:05,600 it's more than complicated, I know. 739 00:44:05,601 --> 00:44:06,769 It's just... 740 00:44:09,313 --> 00:44:11,399 It's just gotten all out of hand. 741 00:44:13,151 --> 00:44:14,735 Why don't you leave him? 742 00:44:16,904 --> 00:44:18,739 Can I give you a piece of advice? 743 00:44:22,618 --> 00:44:24,744 It's better to be with someone who loves you 744 00:44:24,745 --> 00:44:27,123 a little more than you love them. 745 00:44:30,751 --> 00:44:32,461 Otherwise, you end up... 746 00:44:35,423 --> 00:44:37,842 going along with things that you never wanted. 747 00:44:45,141 --> 00:44:46,767 He can't keep doing this. 748 00:44:49,270 --> 00:44:50,813 He's really hurting people. 749 00:44:52,064 --> 00:44:53,232 I know. 750 00:45:00,823 --> 00:45:02,950 I think we both need a cup of tea. 751 00:45:05,077 --> 00:45:06,329 I'm gonna put on a kettle. 752 00:45:19,592 --> 00:45:20,760 You okay? 753 00:45:21,344 --> 00:45:22,386 Yeah. 754 00:45:23,930 --> 00:45:24,972 You? 755 00:45:29,060 --> 00:45:30,394 Mm-hmm. 756 00:45:37,109 --> 00:45:39,528 Hey, Bree said this thing, um... 757 00:45:42,114 --> 00:45:45,660 She said that the foster home she was in with you was a bad one. 758 00:45:47,078 --> 00:45:48,120 Yeah. 759 00:45:49,622 --> 00:45:51,040 Why was it bad? 760 00:45:56,087 --> 00:45:58,506 We didn't have good people taking care of us. 761 00:46:01,801 --> 00:46:03,511 It was worse for the boys, though. 762 00:46:12,853 --> 00:46:14,855 I should get some sleep, Lucy. 763 00:46:18,234 --> 00:46:19,859 Yeah, I'm gonna get going. 764 00:46:19,860 --> 00:46:20,987 Okay. 765 00:47:17,209 --> 00:47:19,211 What-- What are you-- What are you doing? 766 00:47:26,594 --> 00:47:27,762 You okay? 767 00:47:30,848 --> 00:47:33,100 I-I didn't mean to... 768 00:47:34,769 --> 00:47:36,896 Do you know where you are right now, Lucy? 769 00:47:56,207 --> 00:47:57,666 S-Sorry! 770 00:47:59,668 --> 00:48:00,878 Lucy? 771 00:48:05,716 --> 00:48:06,884 Are you all right? 772 00:48:08,219 --> 00:48:09,345 I don't know. 773 00:48:10,054 --> 00:48:12,932 It was like I was sleepwalking or something. 774 00:48:14,266 --> 00:48:16,267 Did you drink a lot today? 775 00:48:16,268 --> 00:48:18,603 No, no, that's not it. I'm not drunk. 776 00:48:18,604 --> 00:48:21,565 I mean, I was earlier, but not anymore. 777 00:48:24,360 --> 00:48:25,945 I'm just confused... 778 00:48:27,655 --> 00:48:31,117 and nervous, like, all the time. 779 00:48:33,119 --> 00:48:35,246 I can't sleep. I'm... 780 00:48:35,830 --> 00:48:37,664 I keep thinking of-- 781 00:48:37,665 --> 00:48:41,084 Of what's gonna happen next instead of just what's happening. 782 00:48:41,085 --> 00:48:43,546 Like, I'm not-- I'm not here. 783 00:48:49,218 --> 00:48:51,637 Do you still feel like he's under your skin? 784 00:48:53,597 --> 00:48:54,765 Yeah. 785 00:48:55,599 --> 00:48:56,767 All the time. 786 00:48:59,061 --> 00:49:00,646 So what do you do about it? 787 00:49:02,148 --> 00:49:03,274 Nothing. 788 00:49:04,191 --> 00:49:05,401 And neither should you. 789 00:49:06,068 --> 00:49:07,569 He wants a reaction. 790 00:49:07,570 --> 00:49:10,573 Anything you do, he'll do something worse. 791 00:49:11,323 --> 00:49:14,284 You just have to let it go, and eventually he'll move on. 792 00:49:14,285 --> 00:49:15,870 So, let him win? 793 00:49:16,454 --> 00:49:17,663 It's not about winning. 794 00:49:21,667 --> 00:49:23,461 I pissed Stephen off the other day. 795 00:49:24,420 --> 00:49:27,590 I lost my temper. And do you know what he did? 796 00:49:30,009 --> 00:49:32,219 He sent nudes of me 797 00:49:33,012 --> 00:49:34,221 from freshman year 798 00:49:35,347 --> 00:49:36,474 to my dad. 799 00:49:37,183 --> 00:49:39,310 What the fuck? That's disgusting. 800 00:49:39,894 --> 00:49:40,895 That's Stephen. 801 00:49:41,645 --> 00:49:43,980 You can't beat him at this. 802 00:49:43,981 --> 00:49:46,066 He'll always find a way to go lower. 803 00:49:46,775 --> 00:49:48,485 He has that fucking tape of me. 804 00:49:48,486 --> 00:49:51,779 That's why you need to do nothing. Don't give him any reason to use it. 805 00:49:51,780 --> 00:49:54,616 I can't. I can't just let him hold this over me forever. 806 00:49:54,617 --> 00:49:56,285 It's making me fucking crazy. 807 00:49:57,203 --> 00:49:59,871 I-I have to find a way to fix this. I have to. 808 00:49:59,872 --> 00:50:01,206 No. 809 00:50:01,207 --> 00:50:03,500 The best thing you can do is nothing. 810 00:50:03,501 --> 00:50:05,293 He wants to have something over you. 811 00:50:05,294 --> 00:50:07,587 He'd rather hold on to it than actually use it. 812 00:50:07,588 --> 00:50:09,964 So, if you don't give him a reason, 813 00:50:09,965 --> 00:50:12,968 he'll probably never actually show anyone. 814 00:50:15,346 --> 00:50:16,639 Listen to me. 815 00:50:18,390 --> 00:50:22,560 You can be the girl whose entire life gets ruined by him, 816 00:50:22,561 --> 00:50:25,355 or you can cut your losses, 817 00:50:25,356 --> 00:50:26,856 lay low, 818 00:50:26,857 --> 00:50:29,318 and eventually be okay. 819 00:50:30,361 --> 00:50:32,279 He's never gonna let me be okay. 820 00:50:35,032 --> 00:50:36,534 He's not gonna stop. 821 00:50:37,451 --> 00:50:39,953 It will be over, eventually. 822 00:50:39,954 --> 00:50:41,579 I promise it will. 823 00:50:41,580 --> 00:50:44,250 But only if you let it. 824 00:50:45,167 --> 00:50:47,044 Only if you let it end. 825 00:51:45,519 --> 00:51:46,520 Hey. 826 00:51:47,771 --> 00:51:48,897 I'm sorry. 827 00:51:49,565 --> 00:51:51,232 It's okay. It's okay. 828 00:51:51,233 --> 00:51:52,484 It's not. 829 00:51:54,236 --> 00:51:57,740 I-I-I just-- I didn't know who else to call. 830 00:51:59,074 --> 00:52:00,826 Because I wanted to talk to you. 831 00:52:03,120 --> 00:52:04,204 Because you... 832 00:52:06,248 --> 00:52:07,750 you make things better. 833 00:52:09,585 --> 00:52:11,003 And it's confusing. 834 00:52:12,588 --> 00:52:15,799 I think you're making me kind of confused 835 00:52:16,884 --> 00:52:18,218 about how I feel. 836 00:52:22,056 --> 00:52:23,306 I'm sorry. 837 00:52:23,307 --> 00:52:25,558 - I'm sorry. - No, stop apologizing. 838 00:52:25,559 --> 00:52:27,268 - I'm sorry. - Stop apologizing. 839 00:52:29,605 --> 00:52:33,316 ♪ Eyeless in the morning sun you were ♪ 840 00:52:33,317 --> 00:52:36,944 ♪ Pale and mild, a modern girl ♪ 841 00:52:36,945 --> 00:52:40,366 ♪ Taken with thought, still prone to care ♪ 842 00:52:40,908 --> 00:52:43,951 ♪ Making tea in your underwear ♪ 843 00:52:43,952 --> 00:52:47,081 ♪ You went out in the yard to find ♪ 844 00:52:52,169 --> 00:52:55,755 ♪ Something to eat and clear your mind ♪ 845 00:52:55,756 --> 00:52:58,883 ♪ Something bad inside me ♪ 846 00:52:58,884 --> 00:53:00,844 ♪ Went away ♪ 847 00:53:07,142 --> 00:53:10,937 ♪ Quaking leaves and broken light ♪ 848 00:53:10,938 --> 00:53:14,691 ♪ Shifting skin, the coming night ♪ 849 00:53:14,692 --> 00:53:18,361 ♪ The bearers of all good things arrive ♪ 850 00:53:18,362 --> 00:53:22,115 ♪ Climb inside us, twist and cry ♪ 851 00:53:22,116 --> 00:53:24,910 ♪ A kiss on your molten eyes ♪ 852 00:53:29,915 --> 00:53:33,459 ♪ Myriad lives like blades of grass ♪ 853 00:53:33,460 --> 00:53:36,003 ♪ Yet to be realized ♪ 854 00:53:36,004 --> 00:53:38,882 ♪ Bow as we pass ♪